as it runs down my spine (adrian)

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Lily was feeling homesick. Not for her home in Godrics Hollow, but for her hideout as a wolf. Three magic nights were spent here, and she desperately wanted them back. She wanted him back. Things were different now, though, and she couldn't be so carefree anymore. It took a lot of slow moving and patience to even get to their hiding spot in the forest. She pressed her hand against the bark of one of the trees that made up their place and then slowly dragged her hand across it, not caring if the bark scraped her a bit as she did so. She glanced over at the spot where she had first transformed, around the corner in her little nook and sighed, dropping her hand.

Sure, it hurt like hell. But it was her hell. Hers and Adrians. Not that being with Adrian was hell, but that wasn't the point. The point was that she had shared something with him that she didn't share with anyone else, or want to.

She skipped over to Adrians half of the hideout, creeping around the corner of trees where he would go to transform. She thought of a particular night spent there... cuddling under the trees, looking up at the sky after a long night of running around and running out of breath.

Then she felt it, that tingling at the back of her neck. He was close by. "Adrian?" she said, pronouncing his name in the German way which had become a habit by now.

@adrian


(gif was perfect but she's blonde!)

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Adrian had spotted Lily heading into the forest alone and knew immediately where she was going. Because he wanted to go there too. Desperately. With security at Hogwarts so tight right now though, it was difficult sneaking into the middle of the Forbidden forest without getting caught by a nosy Auror. But seeing Lily so carefully sneak off, and disappear out of sight into the forest... stirred something. He didn't know how to explain it. Just that his feet started moving before he could stop it. He didn't want to though. He'd follow Lily Potter to the ends of the earth if he had to, no hesitation. That's what friends did, right? Anyway, it wasn't hard to follow her, just kept his distance so he didn't spook her somehow. She had an uncanny sense for knowing when he was around but... he usually knew when she was near too. Anyway, he lagged behind, letting Lily get a ways ahead of him. He wasn't in any hurry.

Eventually their hide out came into view. They'd built it last year, before Lily's first full moon. They'd wanted to have a place just for them. And it'd become almost a second home to Adrian. He felt free out here, as he was sure Lily did too. "I'm here." He called back as he heard Lily say his name, her voice carrying to him on the wind. He stepped out of the trees, hands in his pockets as he approached their hide out and Lily.

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"I'm here," her shoulders relaxed at the sound of his voice and she grinned, eyes on him as he stepped out of the trees, moving toward, "Hey, you," she said softly, approaching him slowly as well. She placed her hands behind her and clasped them there as she walked, her eyes set on his. "Glad you could make it. For a minute there I thought you'd lost your touch," on that last worst she had finally reached him and freed one of her hands from behind her back in order to gently tap his chin.

She felt that feeling in her stomach again as she looked up at him. That feeling of longing, warmth and something else. Something she wasn't sure about. That other feeling was there in Germany, though. When she'd asked him to kiss her and it wasn't even a full moon. Her thoughts flickered back to that, to the days spent there with him and she found her grin sinking away into a sweeter smile. Something smaller and gentler then her usual animalistic grin.

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Adrian grinned as she turned to him. She crossed to him with that same purpose and poise as always, just commanding attention. He didn't look away, his feet moving to carry him closer, and he stopped when they met halfway, just a foot or so apart. "Hey." He responded, his grin widening just a bit. As he mentioned him losing his touch though, an eyebrow raised, but then she was poking his chin and he jerked his head away. "Sounds like you knew I'd come, Lily." He noted softly, fixing her with a look.

Lily was.... looking at him funny. He couldn't quite place it. Just that the gentle nature of her smile and eyes was a little freaky, and he wasn't sure what to think about it. But... he liked it, whatever it meant. After a moment, he coughed, covering it with a hand and looking away. "So? What are you doing out here?"

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Lily's jaw dropped and her narrowed as Adrian jerked away from her touch, but she quickly closed her mouth as he mentioned that she knew he'd be coming. Of course she did. Did he really expect her not to? After everything? She cocked her head to the side just slightly, "well, you know me, she muttered.

Then came that cough at her softening look and he looked away and Lily caught her breath. That breaking of eye contact made her angry. She tossed her blonde hair to one side before folding her arms over her chest, her tone shifting to a sharper one, "what, you haven't figured it out yourself, genius?" she snapped, turning her own eyes away from his face now. It was amazing how easily the mood shifted between her and Adrian, all in a manner of seconds.

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Adrian smirked a little at her words. "And you know me." Far to well. Where they spent so much time together. Where they knew where the other person might be going, or where they were. Some people might call it obsessive, but Adrian was convinced it was completely normal when you had a bond like they did.

The anger was unexpected though, and got Adrian's attention. He immediately looked back at Lily, eyebrows raised. Okay, it wasn't that surprising, their emotions were a rollercoster when they were together. But he hadn't expected anger from his looking away. Or how she demanded that he know why she was out here. "Uh.... no, not really." He answered honestly, just as dense as ever. He knew why he might come out here, but Lily couldn't have the same reason, could she?

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And you know me, he said. There was a strange energy to his words and she felt herself leaning forward, just slightly, almost enough that she and he may not even noticed. There was that smirk of his, that almost cocky way he held himself. Well, he had to keep up with Lily, didn't he?

"Uh.... no, not really." She breathed in through her nose as he said that and then sharply turned her head back toward him, "it's because I miss us, Ad," she spoke sharply, but her eyes were deceiving her. They weren't soft again, no, but rather back to that longing, hungry look. She turned shifted her body to face him full on again, "don't you?"

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Adrian's eyes widened as her sharp words and movement. She was facing him full on again, and saying that she missed them. He immediately knew what she meant. Them before this year. Before all the rules, and restrictions that kept them apart. And her gaze, he recognized it immediately. Seen it countless times before. He didn't answer immediately, instead looking up past her and to their hide out. Their hideout. They hadn't told anyone else about it. Hadn't shared it with anyone. After a moment he looked back down at the blonde, formerly redhead, in front of him with a similar longing inn his eyes. "Yeah." Was all he managed to say, but he didn't need to say more then that. The meaning was clear. He missed them too. "Yeah, I do." He repeated, now unable to look away from Lily.

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It was oddly okay that Adrian didn't answer her right away, that instead he looked past her at the hideout. When he looked back at her, she saw her own feelings mirrored in his face. her arms unfolded slowly as he went on to say 'yeah', and then 'yeah, I do.' By the time the last syllable left his lips her arms were completely unfolded and she was reaching out to him. Her hands made contact with both of his arms, clasping him right on his biceps. "So, what do we do?" she whispered, her big green eyes fixed on his. It was a rarity that Lily asked Adrian what he thought they should do. Really, he was one of the few people she would actually give that opportunity to and do whatever he said next. She wanted to do a hundred things right then. But the thing she wanted to do most, she couldn't. One, because it wasn't a full moon and two, because even if it was they wouldn't be able to anyway.

@adrian

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Lily was clasping his arms, the contact making him feel warm and at home. He always felt at home when they were touching. She was asking him what they should do. And honestly? He didn't know. How were they supposed to have all this back? He didn't move, just stood there, and steadily stared into her familiar eyes as he thought. And thought. and thought.

Finally he just gave up, because thinking wasn't working at all. Instead, he pulls his arms free of her own, but didn't move away. Instead he grabbed Lily and pulled her tight to his chest, encircling her in his arms and refusing to let go. Just held her tightly, and closed his eyes as he let out a breath. "I don't know, Lil."

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He stood there in silence for so long that for a minute she thought she'd broken him. But then he moved to pull her to him and wrapped his arms around her. She didn't wrap her arms around him but instead just flattened her hands against his chest and turned her face. She closed her eyes and smiled, "well, at least one thing hasn't changed," she joked softly. But then there was silence and they just stood there. Lily didn't stay still, though. She shifted occasionally, moving her forehead to rest against his chest instead, moving her hands up to his neck and back again. It was like she was trying to memorize him.

Finally, she looked up at him, "kuss mich."


@adrian (sorry not sorry

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Adrian only nodded as she said somethings never changed. Even though they couldn't... Well, repeat last year, that didn't mean they were different. They'd find a way to make it all work. Somehow. Someway. But even though they'd lost much of their freedom they still had this place. It was theirs, and theirs alone. No one else would ever find out about their 'hide out'. "Yeah." He finally mustered to say as they stood there, his gaze focused intently on their surroundings. He felt more at home here, in the woods, then he did at the Castle. He almost didn't even notice her hands roaming from his chest to his neck then back down. But he did feel her gaze on him, and that was what finally brought his attention back to her. Tilting his head down to meet that intense gaze of hers. Then, she commanded him, in German, to kiss her. He raised an eyebrow. Well, she was in a forceful mood, wasn't she?

The wolf in him, the side that he so desperately wanted to let out and free, wanted to follow it's instincts and obey that aggressive command. To ravage her in kisses. The human part of him wanted to do it too. But something stopped him, making his eyebrows raise slightly and a small smirk appear on his lips. "No." He surprised himself with that response. But it wasn't.... well it wasn't a total rejection. It almost sounded as if he'd said 'make me'.

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(SORRY NOT SORRY! BAHAH)

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His eyebrow raised and she waited. Then that smirk came and she knew a second before he spoke that he wasn't going to do as she asked. "No." It sounded like a challenge. She raised her own eyebrow, slowly tilting her head to one side. "Fine," she said in return, just as challenging. She removed her hands from his chest and took a step back.

She felt angry, though she was annoyed that she did. Still, she would run with this. She tilted her head back to it's upright position, "your loss," she mused again. Her voice and face were short and calm, but her feet were full of energy. She knew what she would do now.

"I'll just find someone else-" the split second she finished speaking she turned on her heel and ran into the trees at full speed, not checking to see if he followed her. She faulted over fallen trees and dodged ditches. She knew this path well... though it was slower on two feet.

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Fine. That was her response, and it sent a chill down his spine. Why? Because she used that voice. The one that made him worry for his own, or someone else's safety. The one that meant she was going to do something crazy an he could very easily be a casualty in his wake. He slowly raised an eyebrow, wondering just what she might be up to. Then, she basically told him. By saying she'd go find someone else and running away without any warning or hesitation.

Adrian was moving before he realized it. For some reason when Lily ran, his body followed without hesitation. It always had. He'd follow her to the end of the world. Just like her, he knew the path and trees well, running as fast as possible to close the distance she'd created. One thing that people always seemed to misunderstand about Adrian was that, despite being Greyback's kid, running was his specialty. He'd been running from his own family for years. Catch Lily wasn't hard.

He caught her wrist first, yanking her back to him and wrapping his other arm around her waist to pull her in tight against his chest. "I changed my mind." He boldly stated, before possessively and roughly kissing her. The idea of her kissing anyone else made him sick and angry at the same time, and like hell he'd let her kiss anyone else.

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He was fast, she knew that, but she had underestimated just how fast. She heard him coming up behind her and her heart began to race even more. It was getting hard to breathe but she wouldn't stop, not until she made him. And that's just what he did.

She felt the hand clasp around her wrist and she let out an audible gasp, spinning around as his arm caught her waist and pulled her against him. Her heart beat changed a little, to a pattern that she wasn't familiar with. She was breathing heavily, trying to catch the breath that was still running ahead of her. "I changed my mind," he said, and she saw that possessive look in his eye in the split second before he was roughly kissing her. Her one wrist was still captured by his, but her free hand weaved into his hair until it found the most luscious spot to clasp onto. She kissed him back with satisfaction, knowing that she'd won the game. Sure, she made it look like he had one by the whole cat and mouse chase routine, but really she was the winner here. She got what she wanted, and she got a bonus, too. She got him all worked up, which was always fun.

After a moan she pulled back, just enough to look up into his eyes, "hmm," she started, tilting her head to the side a little, "you're a bit rusty." Of course she didn't actually think the kiss was bad. She thought quite the contrary, actually. "Don't worry," she said, un-clenching her grip on his hair and resting her hand softly against the back of his neck instead, "I'll teach you." Then she was kissing him again, but this time she was taking control. She pushed against him until he was against the nearest tree. She felt the bark slightly scrape her arm, but that didn't stop her.

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