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Nov 29, 2016 14:52:42 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 14:52:42 GMT -7
@jill9 ,
Hey, Ced. I hope things are going well. How is Magi doing? I wish I could be there with you guys... is everything going okay? I'm constantly worrying about you both. I don't know what to do with myself. It's bad enough that I can't really talk to anyone about how worried I am. But no, no, no pressure. Ignore me.
I'm not doing well, Nik. I need help.
I'm not good at writing long letters.
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Dan
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Nov 29, 2016 16:07:48 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 16:07:48 GMT -7
Dan,Everything is going alright. Magi is well, she just recently got a new job at The Three Broomsticks, so you'll definitely be seeing her more often. Like I told you before, you really haven't got to worry about us. We're doing fine, reading up on lots of baby books to get ourselves ready. Please don't be so concerned. You know you can talk to me, hell, you can even come and talk to Magdalena. She loves you, truly. We both do.
What do you mean, not doing well? What's going on? Is everything alright with Ri?
Always, @daniel
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Nov 29, 2016 16:18:20 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 16:18:20 GMT -7
@jill9,
I'm glad she got a job, that's great. I hope she likes it there. I should be reading those baby books too, I think. You know so I can be a good godfather and all , haha. Unless Magi's got someone else in mind for the job. Tell Magi I'm here for her, if she doesn't know already.
It's hard to explain, Ced. I can't stop crying. Uuggh, It's annoying. I used to be able to just ignore all this stupid emotion stuff but I can't anymore. Irina woke me up. Not that it's a bad thing, Nik, it's not. I mean, it shouldn't be, right?
Ced, I love her so much I can't breathe. Wow, I sound like some kind of demented poet. Ri's fine. Everything's fine. It's just me. It's just me losing my head.
I don't deserve her. Or you. Or Rip, or Tan, or Magi or Louisa. I don't deserve any of that.
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Nov 29, 2016 16:44:46 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 16:44:46 GMT -7
Dan,Haha! Maybe you should read them! But that's completely up to you, I'm not expecting you to take any type of responsibility over this baby. He or she will love you just as much as we do, whether you know how to change a diaper or not. She knows, but I will let her know again just for you.
Daniel, I don't know what type of breakdown you are going through, but you deserve everything and more. You're an amazing friend. One of the best people I've ever known, and the only brother I've got the pleasure to grow up with.
Irina loves you Dan. She truly loves you. It shouldn't be a bad thing, but I can see why you'd be upset over it. Please don't try, Danny. We all love you.
Always, @daniel
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Nov 29, 2016 17:01:34 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 17:01:34 GMT -7
@jill9,
I will read them! I will... there probably aren't any in the library here at the school. Send me some! And come on, I don't want responsibility. I just want to be the fun Godfather. I guess I will learn the basics, though, so I don't kill her. I mean him or her.
Hey, don't worry about me. I'll be fine, I think. You are my brother, though. That much I can agree with.
I know she loves me. I know. I can't think, I can't focus. Is that normal? Is it normal to completely get all mixed up when you fall in love? Am I just crazy?
- Daniel
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Nov 29, 2016 17:09:50 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 17:09:50 GMT -7
Dan,Yes him OR her. We don't know the gender yet! We are both hoping it's a girl though, but we will see.
It's very normal, but you are also crazy. Love drives you to do crazy things and think in crazy ways. But it's a wonderful feeling. One that...I've never really had before. At least in this way. The way things are with Magdalena is great and intoxicating and completely outrageous all at the same time. And I know Irina makes you happy and vice versa, but why have you been crying about it?
Always, @daniel
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Nov 29, 2016 18:30:44 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 18:30:44 GMT -7
@jill9,
I hope it's a girl, too. Guess we'll just have to wait and see. When do you find out?
I am a bit crazy, aren't I? I guess that's not a bad thing. I'm so glad you guys are happy. You deserve it.
I don't know. I think that I'm sick.
- Dan
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Nov 29, 2016 18:48:52 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 18:48:52 GMT -7
Dan,We will probably be finding out sometime mid to end January. She is due at the end of June; it's coming up so fast Dan. There's so much we have to do...have to learn. I can mail you the books if you'd like, as Magdalena finishes each one.
You aren't sick, Dan. You're in love and your emotions are all out of wack. It can't help always having Irina's emotions around, either. You'll work it through, Danny.
Always, @daniel
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Nov 29, 2016 18:54:25 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 18:54:25 GMT -7
@jill9 ,
Oh, okay. Well, I hope you'll tell me once you know. Nah, it's okay. I find books myself. She might want to reference them... I'm sure it's coming up fast, but you'll do great.
It's not just her, though. There are lots of things making me feel like this. You being one of them. I don't know how to explain it. I believe I can work it out... but the now is bad, and that sucks.
I think I just pushed myself too fast, even though I thought I was taking things slow. Either way, I don't regret falling in love with her...
Thanks for understanding.
- Danny
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Nov 29, 2016 19:21:54 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 19:21:54 GMT -7
Dan,Of course we'll let you know, Daniel. Probably before many other people, but I think we're going to let people know the gender. We haven't actually spoken much about it. I'll let you know.
Me? Is there anything I can do? Did I do something wrong? I don't want to make you feel this way, Dan...let me know what I can do to help. Do I need to keep my distance?
I'm glad you don't regret it, but if you took things too fast, just slow down again. She'll understand, honest.
Always, @daniel
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Nov 29, 2016 19:34:33 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 19:34:33 GMT -7
That baby is going to have so many people that love it, it might just suffocate. We better go easy on the kid.
No, no you didn't do anything wrong. Don't keep your distance. I just miss you and worry about you. I just don't want to let yo down and I feel like I already have one hundred times. I don't want to anymore.
She is understanding, yes. I guess it's a family trait. But I'm scared... not of her or you. Of me.
- Dan
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Nov 29, 2016 19:53:21 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 19:53:21 GMT -7
Dan,Suffocation by love is always a good thing! But I'm sure he or she will let us know when too much is too much.
I miss you and worry about you too, Dan. If you ever want to see me you can just ask, I can visit anytime. I love seeing you, and I know it would help to have some other man around then all those crazy girls. You haven't let me down that much, Dan, why do you think that?
Honestly, I don't see you hurting her. Ever. I know you, you wouldn't do a single thing that would hurt Irina. We both know this. If there's anyone to be afraid of it's me.
Always, @daniel
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Nov 29, 2016 19:58:17 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 19:58:17 GMT -7
blockquote]Dear @jill9 ,
Hahha saying 'he or she' over and over again can get exhausting. Plus, I can always tell you when the baby is getting overwhelmed. I have that power, remember?
Can we meet up in Hogmede first weekend of December? There are a few things I'd like to talk to yo about and it'd be great to see you. And, well, it doesn't matter why I think I've let you down. Don't worry about it, it's just me.
Why would anyone be afraid of you? You're one of the most loving people I know.
- Dan
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Nov 29, 2016 20:44:29 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2016 20:44:29 GMT -7
Dan, Ah, yes of course I remember. Well that's definitely a plus!
And of course I'd love to come visit. Should I be concerned about what needs to be talked about? Don't forget, any time you need to get away you're welcome at our place. Just say when.
You're dating my baby sister, of course I'd be scary! I don't want you hurting her, not that I think you would. Do you want to come for another visit?
Always, @daniel
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Nov 30, 2016 14:46:23 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 30, 2016 14:46:23 GMT -7
@jill9,
No, I don't think you should be concerned other than the fact that I'm mildly extremely depressed. But that's old news, hah.
I don't think I want to come for a visit any time soon, no. I need to be away from... stuff for a while. I'm worried about Magi's pregnancy emotions. Not to sound rude, of course not. I just can't deal with that stress right now. I think if I ever hurt Irina I'd deserve what I got from you, so I guess I'm not scared cuz I'd be okay with it.
Maybe just take care of me now and get it over with?
- danny
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