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Jan 21, 2017 15:21:40 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jan 21, 2017 15:21:40 GMT -7
Vic,
Not for me. I need to stay happy or I'm going to drown in all the emotions I can't get rid of. Happy used to just be me, that was just how I was, but now being happy is the only way I can function and not fall apart. So I do, Vic. I do need to be happy.
Great! You keep up contact with me and the others and I'll try with them (you know Lily and me, we do lots together) and then everyone should be contacted somehow. But you probably do better than me. I just overwhelm everyone.
Nawwww! Lily has her own people snog. She's not going to want to spend her New Years with me, though she is always good for a laugh. I'll find her another time for fun. Don't worry, I'll find something to do.
~Dom @victoire
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Jan 27, 2017 14:38:48 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jan 27, 2017 14:38:48 GMT -7
Dom,
If you don't acknowledge those emotions they will get you no matter what you do. You need to validate them, remind them that they are real and that they're okay. Then you can heal. I do think it may be hard to deal with while at school, but summer is too far away. Come to my apartment for a few days in January. We can work something out to get school off. I'll get work off, and we'll work through everything you're burying.
You don't overwhelm EVERYONE. At least not Lily, haha. No, I'm sure they would love to talk with you. I'm glad Lily has her own people to snog other than you, because I'm not sure how i would feel about that joke hahah. Who is she snogging...?
I love you.
Love love love, Vic
@dominique
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Jan 27, 2017 17:00:33 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jan 27, 2017 17:00:33 GMT -7
Vic,
I know, but I don't think I'm ready. I can't even think about E ... see, I can't even write his name. No, I think this is better buried. I'm already not myself, letting it loose would just- I dunno. I don't think I could come back from that. It's hard enough. But of course I'll never say no to a few days with you. Just know that it's very likely I won't want to talk about it. Or that I'll change the subject or go crazy or something. Just be prepared for me to be myself.
I do overwhelm everyone, except Lily. It's ok though, I'm used to it, even if they aren't. I try to go around and give people small doses so they don't get TOO sick of me. Haha as for Lily snogging other people, if rumors are true she and Adrian Greyback have been doing quite a bit together ... but you didn't hear that from me.
Love you back.
~Dom @victoire
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Jan 28, 2017 13:05:21 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2017 13:05:21 GMT -7
Dom,
It's okay. You don't have to write it. We'll talk about it when January comes up. I'm prepared for whatever you do, Dommy. I overwhelm people too, you know, just in a different way. I'm just so serious and intense that they all think they have to treat speaking to me like a business meeting, hah. I don't mind it, though. I like business meetings.
Snogging Adrian Greyback? Well, Lily does seem to talk about him a lot, doesn't she? Well, that's just lovely.
Happy New Year - Talk to you next year!
Love,
Vic
@dominique (let's put this one to bed for now and have them hang out before we go on
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