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Jul 4, 2017 16:45:32 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jul 4, 2017 16:45:32 GMT -7
It was interesting to lay there with Maria, and have her kiss them, and know that there was no expectation of doing anything beyond kissing. Even if Maria insisted otherwise, Viola was always worried that she always wanted more. They were getting worse and worse at saying no to Maria, and Viola worried that if they didn’t remember how to say no again, things were going to get messy and one of them – or both of them – was going to end up doing something they regretted. Maria asked if they thought the nightmares would ever stop, and Viola was relieved that they didn’t have to lie to Maria again. They were tempted to ask Maria to open her eyes so that she could see the truth in their answer, but Maria deserved the chance to rest her eyes, even if she couldn’t sleep. “Everything comes to an end, Maria.” Viola said quietly. Moments ended, days ended, months ended, years ended, lives ended. Even things that seemed permanent could disappear… including love. What they had together would eventually end, and that was almost as terrifying as Viola’s singular nightmare. “And I will be here until they do.” Maybe it wasn’t a wise promise to make, since there was no knowing how long the nightmares would cling to Maria, but Viola didn’t care about wisdom when it came to Maria.
@maria
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Jul 4, 2017 16:58:02 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jul 4, 2017 16:58:02 GMT -7
Maria held her breath momentarily as she waited for Viola's answer. And when she got it? It wasn't exactly what she'd expected. And it sounded more like Viola was referring to more. Maria's eyes opened once more and she turned she face back towards Viola on pillow. "I don't want some things to end." she answered slowly, unsure just what she meant herself. Did she mean them? It... whenhad she become so attached to Viola? Enough that she wanted them to... be a them. Before itd just been convient and worked for Maria. But now...
Maria really didn't want to think about that. That was a whole mess that she really didn't want to go down because if she did? She might not be able to come back from it. This time Maria kissed a spot on Viola's neck. It was far less innocent than the first. She needed to get her thoughts elsewhere fast. She wouldn't push Viola... much. If Viola told her to stop she would, but until then Maria would distract herself by giving these neck kisses.
@viola
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Jul 4, 2017 17:19:17 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jul 4, 2017 17:19:17 GMT -7
Maria opened her eyes when Viola spoke, and curiosity pulled at them. Had their words surprised Maria, or was there some other reason their girlfriend had chosen to open her eyes at that moment? When Maria said she didn't want some things to end, Viola swallowed hard. It was naïve to believe that Maria was referring to whatever they had together when she said that. The part-Veela had made it quite obvious that she was foreign to commitment, and hoping that she wanted to keep their relationship alive for more than just the foreseeable future was just silly. Maria kissed their neck, and Viola swallowed again. They had just said it themself: everything came to an end. It was possible that this was the last time that Maria would kiss them, or hold them, or want them. So instead of pushing her away, or playing hard to get, or doing any of the things they normally did, Viola let themself sink into the feeling. "Don't stop." It should have sounded needy, but instead it just sounded afraid. Viola was afraid, because now they had gotten it into their head that it was the last time... and they didn't want it to be.
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Jul 4, 2017 17:39:19 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jul 4, 2017 17:39:19 GMT -7
Don't stop. Those two words almost had the reverse affect. Maria stilled for a moment, frozen with her lips still against Viola's skin for a breath. Had she heard correctly? It was strange. To actually be encouraged by Viola instead of refused. But Maria wasn't going to let her surprise stop her from following Viola's request. It definitely helped that Maria was wide awake from her nightmares.
So, obedient as ever, Maria didn't stop. She kept kissing Viola's neck, letting her lips slowly trail up to their jaw line and down to their collarbone. Her hand, that had previously been against Viola's cheek moved to wrap around the back of their neck. Maria hadn't been planning on any of this, though she'd never pass up an opportunity to be intimate. Especially with Viola, her partner and someone she'd never gone all the way with. She'd take any opportunity she got, even if Viola only let her have a few minutes. "Tell me. What do you want, Viola?" she breathed between kisses.
@viola
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Jul 6, 2017 10:49:36 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jul 6, 2017 10:49:36 GMT -7
Viola felt like their heart was stuck in their throat. This wasn’t the way that this was supposed to happen. They were supposed to sleep with Maria when their girlfriend finally realized that love existed, and it was supposed to be beautiful and pure and something more than just Maria possessing their body the way that she possessed so many others’. But the words Viola had just said kept swirling around in their head, bouncing off the inside of their skull and echoing ominously. The longer they listened to their own echoes, the surer they were that this was the last time. And it made their heart – and their throat – hurt. Maria was kissing them, but Viola felt her lips on their skin. All they felt was numb. They wondered if this was how Maria felt when she thought about love – like she was too empty and too full all at the same time. Maria asked them what they wanted, and Viola didn’t need to think. They knew the right answer to this question. “You.” I want you forever. But they weren’t going to get forever, were they? How had this night started with Maria’s nightmare, and ended with Viola’s?
What was happening to them?
@maria
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Jul 10, 2017 10:19:50 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jul 10, 2017 10:19:50 GMT -7
Maria knew she had them. She could do whatever she wanted right now and Viola wouldn't stop her. She could take everything she wanted. They could go as far as Maria wanted, with no fuss from Viola. And it was those thoughts that made Maria still, still pressing a kiss to Viola's neck. Did she want to take everything? Yes, she did. Desperately so. But at the same time she knew deep down that Viola didn't feel the same way about all this as she did. It actually meant something to them. For Maria it'd become nothing more then an act to please herself. But it was so much more to Viola.
So, to her own amazement, Maria stopped. Even though she knew she could keep going. Instead she delicately kissed Viola's cheek, in an almost tender motion, before resting her head back on the pillow, with her forehead pressed against Viola's temple. "You have me, Viola." she whispered. That statement was more true then Maria cared to admit or understand. Most people would go farther with people they truly cared about. But Maria? It was a true expression of her feelings when she actually restrained herself.
@viola
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