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Apr 9, 2021 21:45:06 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Apr 9, 2021 21:45:06 GMT -7
He said everything she had been wishing he’d say for the last several months. And it hurt to hear just as much as she thought it would. She knew he would regret not choosing her, or at least, she hoped he would. She couldn’t count the number of times she saw him with Jessie and thought about how much happier he’d be with her instead. It made her feel so pathetic that she clung to Nate, at least he was still some show of status. He was still a prize and she liked being on his arm. She liked letting everyone see her be wanted. She didn’t want to say anything, she didn’t need to agree that he had made the wrong choice because she didn’t want to climb to that level of petty. But when he said that he never meant to hurt her, she felt her face soften and finally meet his gaze. “I’m sure you didn’t.” she whispered. “And I shouldn't have made myself open to that kind of hurt...” she shrugged and shook her head a bit. “But here we are…” A place she never thought they’d be. All she wanted was to throw herself into his arms and let him comfort her. “Nothing is how it’s supposed to have been. And I don’t know what you want from me…” she sighed, feeling absolutely pathetic.
simon sixten svendsen
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simon sixten svendsen
HOGWARTS ALUM PART VAMPIRE FALMOUTH FALCONS & SWEDISH NATIONAL TEAM CHASER
525 posts
played by Dez
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last online May 19, 2024 7:37:41 GMT -7
WIZARDING ADULT
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Apr 10, 2021 13:18:03 GMT -7
Post by simon sixten svendsen on Apr 10, 2021 13:18:03 GMT -7
Simon yearned to comfort Claudia, he wished he could hold her in his arms and tell her that everything would be okay... But there was also a part of him that didn't want to lie to her again. Simon didn't know what the future held with Jessie, or Claudia, or his future career...the future honestly freaked him out. After today's encounter, he'd have a lot to think about.
Simon swallowed, trying to steady his voice so that it wouldn't crack. The last thing he wanted to do was cry in front of Claudia, but he was feeling overwhelmed by a floodgate of emotions. His icy blue saucers softened, threatening to go misty. "That's my fault. Not yours. I opened you up and broke down those walls without realizing what that entailed at the time and that was selfish." he told her. Simon's eyes softened as he attempted to meet her gaze, "I'm so sorry, Claudia." he hesitantly took a step toward her before reaching for her arm to gently pull her into his body for an embrace. Simon was overwhelmed with emotion. It was the closest he'd been to her in months, and he wasn't sure what he was doing. But he held her close to him, enveloping her in his arms while he enjoyed the moment with his face buried into her hair, her familiar scent, her warmth. Fuck he missed Claudia Watkins so much it physically hurt.
After a moment of having her in his arms, he found himself getting lost. He felt weak. The corners of his eyes stung with tears, "I still love you." he whispered, stomach dropping to the floor as the words left his mouth.
@claudia
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Apr 10, 2021 13:46:09 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Apr 10, 2021 13:46:09 GMT -7
Claudia felt frozen with his arms around her. She wanted to give in entirely and just let herself melt into him. Every good feeling she ever had came flooding back into her and she wanted to pretend nothing happened and go back to being those two sixth years; back when everything was easier. She was glad he was taking the blame because she didn’t want to. She knew that it was on her probably just as much as it was on him. She hadn’t been honest with him either, they had both messed up, but she didn’t want to be the bigger person. But then he said those words "I still love you." and whether she wanted to or not, she melted.
Her body softened and she buried her face into his neck. “We really messed things up, Si…” she whispered, breathing in his scent and letting it break her heart once again.
simon sixten svendsen
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simon sixten svendsen
HOGWARTS ALUM PART VAMPIRE FALMOUTH FALCONS & SWEDISH NATIONAL TEAM CHASER
525 posts
played by Dez
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last online May 19, 2024 7:37:41 GMT -7
WIZARDING ADULT
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Apr 10, 2021 14:45:44 GMT -7
Post by simon sixten svendsen on Apr 10, 2021 14:45:44 GMT -7
Simon was flooded with emotion when Claudia reciprocated the hug. Something so simple and so innocent felt so right. He wished that he could freeze that moment of time because of the inner peace he felt. Simon knew he shouldn't have said those words to her, it wasn't fair to Jessie, but he didn't regret it.
Claudia melted into his arms and he stood there, holding her tightly. It wasn't sexual in the least bit but somehow in that moment it felt better. She said that they had both really messed up and he nodded, "Yeah, I sure did." he agreed with a sigh. The half vampire was never good at emotions, he had a difficult time at processing them fast enough while they were happening in real time. Today was a complete overload. He would surely be dissecting every moment he spent with Claudia and regretting the oversharing of emotions but at this moment it somehow made it worth it.
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