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Aug 2, 2021 10:38:42 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 2, 2021 10:38:42 GMT -7
“I hate it too.” Claudia admitted, not thinking at all about the implications behind her words. She had tried so hard for so long to maintain this cold, fine demeanor, but in a matter of minutes of being alone, Simon had managed to break it down. Again. She both loved and hated the power that he had over her. Whether or not he knew it or could even tell, when he was nearby it was impossible for her to stay mad at him. She just wanted everything to be normal. When he was here, she forgot that she was supposed to hate him. “Maybe we can just pretend.” she suggested with a shrug. “That nothing happened, that we’re just friends… like we used to be.” to be honest, Claudia couldn’t remember a time when they were just friends. She had been attracted to Simon for as long as she could remember. But she missed their banter, their laughter, their companionship, almost more than she missed their intimacy. “I miss that…” she admitted, hating the taste of those words in her mouth. She hated admitting her own defeat. She felt happy with Nate, more-so since she had told him she was annoyed with all the button pushing and they were finally in a somewhat healthy place. But she didn’t feel like there was anything Nate could ever do to take the place of Simon in her heart.
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simon sixten svendsen
HOGWARTS ALUM PART VAMPIRE FALMOUTH FALCONS & SWEDISH NATIONAL TEAM CHASER
522 posts
played by Dez
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Aug 2, 2021 11:18:59 GMT -7
Post by simon sixten svendsen on Aug 2, 2021 11:18:59 GMT -7
DECEMBER Simon shoved the vial and dropper back into his hoodie pocket as he looked at her with a crumpled brow. There was an intense pain in his stomach and heart when she admitted to missing how their relationship as ‘just friends’ used to be. The banter and friendship they once had was so effortless, when the intimacy was only an added factor.
”I don’t know how.” he admitted to her, the face he made showing he missed it, too. He hated that he probably sounded so pathetic. Simon never thought he’d see himself in this sort of position where he had a girlfriend and didn’t want to break up with her, he felt like a stupid coward. The half vampire didn’t want to admit that he didn’t want to be alone, not if it meant he didn’t get to be with Claudia after. What a fucked up thought.
Simon shook his head, his icy saucers attempting to meet her gaze. ”You have never been just a friend to me.” he confessed, clenching his jaw as he sighed. She had to know what he meant. They were never together but his heart sure knew something was going on. Now this was a conversation that had him awake and shitting himself. ”It’s just always going to be different.” he said in a doubtful tone, looking away before looking at her again. Simon reached for her hand, barely realizing he was doing it. ”I know it’s my fault why things are the way they are and that’s why I’m so pissed off.” he told her, his expression faltering and hating that he couldn't hold it together anymore.
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Sept 18, 2021 10:44:27 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Sept 18, 2021 10:44:27 GMT -7
Claudia signed and brushed her hair back with her fingers. This was an incredibly hard situation and one she didn’t really want to be in. She hadn’t even wanted to be partners with Simon and now she felt herself out in the cold December weather having the conversation that they had been avoiding for the past 6 months. He admitted that she had never been just a friend to him and the revelation of how strongly he had really felt for her hit her like a ton of bricks. She had absolutely taken him for granted over the years. He also tried to put all the blame on himself and she knew that wasn’t true, she knew she was probably more to blame than he was, but she didn’t want to admit that. It was hard for her to admit fault.
She felt his hand brush hers and her breath caught in her chest. She had to say something. She was just standing there, holding her breath. Her mind was racing but she was silent. She looked into his eyes and before she knew what she was doing the words poured from her mouth, “We can fix this…” she insisted with a little nod, giving his hand a squeeze as she accepted it into her own.
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simon sixten svendsen
HOGWARTS ALUM PART VAMPIRE FALMOUTH FALCONS & SWEDISH NATIONAL TEAM CHASER
522 posts
played by Dez
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last online May 5, 2024 6:03:54 GMT -7
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Sept 18, 2021 12:47:05 GMT -7
Post by simon sixten svendsen on Sept 18, 2021 12:47:05 GMT -7
DECEMBER The assignment at hand was starting to become more impossible for Simon to achieve with Claudia as his partner. There was no way he’d be able to focus on their project with their current dilemma overflowing his emotions. Simon never felt so vulnerable with anyone and it bothered him. He knew the entire situation with Jessie was fucked up, but he was more concerned about Nate. He didn’t want to go behind one of his best friends back, but he couldn’t help himself with Claudia, he never could.
Claudia told him that they would ‘fix’ things, allowing him to grab her hand and he nodded hopefully. Simon nibbled on his bottom lip in a contemplative silence. He knew if he said what was on his mind, it would only be opening the floodgates, and he didn’t want to seem weaker than he already was. So he stayed silent.
His hand raised to gently cradle the side of her face, stroking his thumb against her cheek. Simon drank in the beautiful features and planes of her face, feeling his heart sinking to his stomach again. The Lion closed the distance with one swift move and cupped her face to smash his lips against hers, but tore away almost immediately, ”Fuck—I’m sorry.” he said shakily, dropping his hands from her and stepping back.
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Sept 18, 2021 18:38:57 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Sept 18, 2021 18:38:57 GMT -7
His hand reached up and cradled her face and she felt her heartbeat through her held breath. It was almost in slow motion though she was sure it happened rather fast. Their lips met just in time to be separated again as Simon stepped back and apologized almost instantly. Claudia didn’t give him another moment to speak, instead, she lunged forward, nearly throwing herself at him as she closed the distance between them again and finished what he had started. It was like the more they did, the more she hungered for him. He was an addiction and she had just relapsed. “If we’re going to do this we might as well just do it.” she whispered with a smirk and a small shake of her head.
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simon sixten svendsen
HOGWARTS ALUM PART VAMPIRE FALMOUTH FALCONS & SWEDISH NATIONAL TEAM CHASER
522 posts
played by Dez
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last online May 5, 2024 6:03:54 GMT -7
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Sept 18, 2021 19:27:03 GMT -7
Post by simon sixten svendsen on Sept 18, 2021 19:27:03 GMT -7
DECEMBER The thoughts in Simons head were going too fast to process. His moral compass was all out of whack. As a Gryffindor, Simon was prideful of his loyalty, but conspiring to take his mates girlfriend wasn’t necessarily considered ‘loyal’. A mixed wave of relief and passion showered over him when Claudia lunged toward him, pressing her lips against his after he pulled away and apologized. Simon breathed her into him, raising his hands to her waist to pull her closer to him and kissing her fervently.
Claudia had a point, if they were going to break the rules, they might as well do it and stop beating around the bush. He'd worry about Jessie later since she wasn't even on the back on his mind. Kissing Claudia suddenly made him feel so much better. The familiarity of her taste and lips was unbelieably comforting. Only they shouldn't have been comfortable out in the open snogging. Anyone could have seen them.
After a couple of minutes, Simon slowly pulled away from the kiss to hold her close to him for an embrace. The half vampire tried to read her face, his own softened, icy blue eyes reassuring. "We're going to fix this." he promised her, "I'll do whatever it takes."
FIN.
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