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Aug 28, 2016 16:10:16 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2016 16:10:16 GMT -7
@jill9
Nikolai was laughing, and her eyebrows raised in surprise. It was surprising, that a family as Quidditch oriented like themselves did't do 'family matches'. But she wouldn't push it. His reasoning mad more sense though. He needed a place to practice on his own. You didn't get to be a professional athlete without determination and hard work. "Well, if you ever want company back there.... Don't count on me." She admitted honestly. Nope, she'd probably just lounge on the grass somewhere, completely ignoring his flying around.
Magdalena didn't want to push Nikolai. Or do anything he wasn't comfortable with. Relationships couldn't come easy to him. Considering how he hadn't even let her near him at first.... He'd come a long way since then, but there were still times when he seemed the hesitate. So, she wanted him to be comfortable. Because when things did progress to that point, she wanted it to be... well special for him. She didn't want him to think about his past when it happened. So, when he looked into her eyes so intensely, and said those words, she stopped breathing. Being quite literally in his arms, with her legs wrapped around his waist, he'd probably feel the surprise/ But it wasn't bad. When she recovered, she smiled. "Are you sure..?"
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Aug 28, 2016 16:24:34 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2016 16:24:34 GMT -7
@magdalena <3 Nikolai smirked at Magdalena. He couldn't really imagine her being on a broom, let alone trying to fly at all. It would be amusing, and he was actually interested in seeing that. "Awe, why not Ms. Ollivander? You don't want to fly around with poor old me?" Niko winked. If she didn't know how, he'd gladly teach her.
Niko felt her body tense up for a few moments, then calm back down. He wasn't sure if she was shocked or upset. Her facial expression didn't do much for him, and he continued to look into her eyes, wonder running through his own. Niko felt ready. Granted, there was still a lot they had to learn about one another, but he felt so much love for her already. It was like she was the other half of him that he had missing all along. And then Magi smiled. And Niko smiled back. He slowly nodded his head, and spoke in that tone that always made her go crazy.
"I'm positive, Olli."
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Aug 28, 2016 16:59:09 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2016 16:59:09 GMT -7
@jill9
Magdalena made a sour expression as he mentioned her not wanting to fly. It wasn't that she didn't want to, per say.... She didn't not like flying... But she also didn't like it either. She felt quite neutral when it came to flying. Besides. It reminded her of something that she did, in fact hate... More then hate actually. "I prefer being firmly on the ground, or being held by someone firmly on the ground." She had to add that last part specifically because her feet weren't on the ground at the moment.
She waited for his reaction. To make sure he was, indeed, sure. His smile was all the reassurance she needed. It said more then any words could, and her own responded. His words only reaffirmed what she knew for sure. And he even used that tone of voice he typically reserved for his 'commands'. The one that always sent a chill up her spine, and her smile grew a little bigger. "I love you." she said softly. It might not seem like the most appropriate of reactions, but she needed to say it. Because it was true. And because it was true, she wanted to be with him in every way possible.
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Aug 28, 2016 17:27:24 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2016 17:27:24 GMT -7
@magdalena <3 Her response made him think for a few moments. He wasn't sure why she didn't like being up in the air, as she didn't state that she didn't like heights. That was most people's first reaction, but not hers for whatever reason. However Magi didn't seem to want to tell him why, and he didn't want to intrude on her too much. Nikolai was sure she'd tell him when she was ready. At least, he hoped that she would.
As her smile grew, so did his. Magdalena spoke and Niko felt his heart beginning to beat excessively fast. He wasn't sure what to do. Well...he knew what to do, but he was getting nervous. His breathing became heavy and his palms were starting to sweat. Yet he smiled. "I love you too." Niko walked quietly over to his bed, and he threw her on top of it, before climbing over her and straddling her body. Nikolai grinned and leaned forward, kissing her hard.
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Aug 28, 2016 18:05:37 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2016 18:05:37 GMT -7
@jill9
Nikolai didn't need to know about her own phobia. She knew his, of course. Being touched. Since they'd starting 'dating', or even spending time together, she hadn't seen him allow anyone else to touch him. Not willingly. Even his sisters hadn't touched him when her, and their visit had overlapped. One of the reasons she was so patient with his phobia, other then the fact that she loved him, was because she knew what that felt like. That paralyzing fear. Only hers was with water. Not jacuzzi sized though. open water. Lakes, rivers, the ocean. She couldn't even fly over water without freezing up.
It was always so easy to tell when Nikolai was feeling desire. The way his breathing turned heavy and erratic. Sometimes blushing. The look in his eyes. He had several tells. Hers? Thankfully weren't as obvious as him. Nighclub, you know? That and trying to suppress her emotions. She knew what her big one was though, her own breathing. She always seemed to forget how to when he surprised her, but usually recovered pretty quick. But, being tossed on a bed as if she weighed nothing did, indeed surprise her, and her breath staggered. She'd thought she had a good grip on him, but he'd tossed her so easily. She was starting to realize just how strong he actually was... She sat up a bit on the bed, propped herself up on her elbows and waited for him to follow. He was soon straddling her, easily able to pin her if he wanted, which was a rather exciting thought.... But she'd consider it later, because he was grinning down at her and she grinned back, before he possessively kissed her. She responded immediately, kissing him back passionately and deeply, and wrapped a hand around the back of his neck to pull him even closer and down on top of her.
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Aug 28, 2016 19:00:51 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2016 19:00:51 GMT -7
@magdalena <3 Her breathing caught when he threw her on his bed; he had heard it, but didn't comment on it. Instead, as she kissed him back and pulled him on top of her, he moved his hands slowly. One grabbed her hand on his neck, and the other grabbed her free hand. Nikolai quickly placed them on the bed, holding her down. "Who's got who now, Magi?" Niko's voice was rough and thick with desire. As he looked down upon her, he slowly smirked. She was gorgeous. He leaned forward and began kissing her collar bone gently, and then kissing up her neck, her ear, and then her lips.
As Niko broke the kiss, he tried to catch his breath. He licked his lips and smiled. "Are we going to bathe in the jacuzzi?" Nikolai wasn't sure how to go about all of this stuff. Do they just go at it? Do they go slow? He knew it was going to be hard... But he'd get through it. He wanted to get through it.
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Aug 28, 2016 19:35:18 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2016 19:35:18 GMT -7
@jill9
Magdalena didn't feel his hand on her own immediately. It wasn't until he pulled her hand away from his neck, and onto the bed that she realized what he was doing. It was too late. He'd already grabbed both of her wrists and held them against the bed. For a moment, she tried to move, to see just how firm that grip was. Her wrists didn't budge. Despite her current predicament, she was grinning. "I think... You're just as trapped as I am." She breathed softly, though she noticed her own voice had changed slightly. Breathier, heavier, with a hint of her own desire starting to seep through. She let out a sigh and closed her eyes as his lips explored her neck, collarbone, ear.. She fidgeted a little at that one, ticklish. Then then, thankfully he returned to her lips and she responded immediately, kissing him vigorously. Just like that though he pulled away, and she was left frustrated.
She frowned just a little as he caught his breath, just far enough out of reach that she couldn't kiss him without her hands being free... "Not yet." She finally managed to respond. "I want you to know how much I love you first." She finished, her gaze never looking away from his. Not if only he'd let go of her hands, or kiss her again!
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Aug 28, 2016 19:46:25 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2016 19:46:25 GMT -7
@magdalena <3 Nikolai rose an eyebrow at her. Trapped? He wasn't trapped. He could move if he wanted, he just chose not to. Magi on the other hand, as much as she tried, could not get out of his grasp on her wrists, and he enjoyed that. Nikolai felt her body move and quiver underneath him, and he smiled into their kiss. He was enjoying this, being the one pinning her instead of the other way around. He had been waiting for this since he was in the hospital. "Oh, sweetheart. I'm not trapped."
She spoke and he looked at her, his head tilted and confused. Not yet? What then? Niko smiled gently at her response to his silent question. It made sense now. He sat up, letting go of her wrists but still on top of her. This was all getting intense, but as much as Niko was worried, he was even more excited. "Show me, Olli."
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Aug 28, 2016 21:17:25 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2016 21:17:25 GMT -7
@jill9
Magdalena couldn't help but feel a little smug that he didn't get it immediately. "Not physically." Was her only counter. Deny it all he wanted, but he was trapped. By his, and her feelings. He'd let her into his heart, and he into hers. Feelings like that wouldn't disappear. She'd said it before, and she'd say it again. She'd never intended to fall in love with anyone. But fallen she had, and she had no intention of getting up.
It took him a moment to figure out what her other comment meant, and it was adorable to watch him piece it together. Her own soft smile responded as it all clicked, and he sat up, releasing her wrists. Those three words were enough to make her prop herself back up on her elbows, not moving any closer quite yet. "Will you trust me, Nikolai..?" She asked softly, thought she felt like she already knew the answer. She sat up as much as she could with him on top of her so she could gently place a hand on his cheek. She didn't want him to be afraid of.... well any of things! Of this relationship. Of intimacy. Of her...
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Aug 29, 2016 7:36:20 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2016 7:36:20 GMT -7
@magdalena <3 Not physically? He rose an eyebrow, but knew what she meant. However, he didn't feel trapped by her. If he felt trapped he'd be scared, and nervous. But right now he just felt happy and excited, and full or love for her. Nikolai smiled gently and shook his head. "I'm not trapped emotionally either, I'm just in love.
And she then sat up and he tilted his head again, giving her a curious look. Trust her? Of course he'd trust her. There was no reason not to...no reason she'd given him not to. Nikolai nodded and let out a deep, shaky breath. Lifting up his hands, he grabbed the back of his shirt and lifted it up over his head and threw it on the ground. "Of course, Olli."
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Aug 29, 2016 9:26:46 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2016 9:26:46 GMT -7
@jill9
Magdalena chuckled softly by his response. He wasn't trapped, just in love. Okay, she'd let it slide for now. Mostly because she didn't want to get in a heated debate with him about it. They did like to argue for some reason... But not right now. Definitely not right now.
He didn't respond immediately to her question, but she'd wait till she heard the answer, not making any advances until he spoke. She had to be sure. Not because she didn't think he didn't trust her, but because she wanted him to realize that he did. And be sure he was ready to go farther. His actions spoke first, pulling his shirt off and tossing it to the side before affirming his actions with words. She smiled softly, reaching towards him to pull him into a kiss. When she pulled away, she took his hands in her own, gently guiding them to the bottom of her blouse and coaxing him to remove her own shirt and toss it aside like his.
Magdalena hadn't thought she'd be nervous. After all, it wasn't her first time being with someone. But it seemed like it. It was amazing terrifying. She loved him, more then she ever thought possible, and all today did was intensify those feelings. Those desires to be with him. And she wanted him to know just how she felt. She wanted him to know that he shouldn't be afraid, or worried about intimacy. That it was, in fact a good thing, and that what had happened to him as a child wasn't anything like what it should be.
After it all, Magdalena didn't know how long they laid there in his bed. So still, and peaceful. As if frozen in time. She'd stay like that all day, given a choice. That is, until she remembered something that brought a smile to her lips. She twisted in the sheets, curling up against his chest and lightly kissing his cheek. "I think the teas gone cold." she teased lightly.
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Aug 29, 2016 9:50:49 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2016 9:50:49 GMT -7
@magdalena <3 As Magdalena I pulled him into a kiss, Nikolai was sure his heart was going to jump right out of his chest. It was so invigorating, so captivating, and he became nervous as she grabbed his hands. She was gentle, and Niko knew he could pull away if he felt too rushed or forced, but he didn't. He allowed her to bring his hands to the bottom of her shirt, and as he lifted it up over her head, he felt the blood rushing to his face.
It was... So intimate. So perfect. And yet it wasn't anything like he thought it would be. The amount of love Niko felt for her was intoxicating, and he had tried to show her exactly how much he loved her. His nervousness overpowered Magdalena's, but it made it all the better. There had been times when Niko needed to breathe, to calm himself down, but not too long after, it was beautiful and powerful and all he wanted it to be.
Now, as he lies here, with her on his chest, holding her close, Nikolai wasn't sure the last time he'd felt this happy, this... blissful. Magi kissed his cheek and his eyes slowly moved, glancing at her. He smiled gently, still shocked by all of the recent events. "I'll make more. But not right now." His arm that was around her squeezed her tight. He took in a deep breath through his nose and then let it out slowly. "Stay the night." It hadn't been a question, and he didn't want it to be a question. Nikolai wasn't sure he'd be able to let her leave after all that had just occurred. He wanted her with him, always.
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Aug 29, 2016 10:55:02 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2016 10:55:02 GMT -7
@jill9
Magdalena smiled even more when she saw his eyes move, turning towards her. She'd known this before, but today had taught her just how much she loved him looking at her. How intense his gaze always was, even now. "Good idea." she admitted. She wasn't ready to move yet. Wasn't even sure if she could, to be honest, or that he'd let her. And if he tried moving? Well, she wouldn't appreciate that much either.
Her head lifted off of his shoulder as he, in his usual way, told her to stay the night. That hadn't been a question. Finally she smiled again, and put her head back down, her eyes closing. "I'm not going anywhere." she murmured softly against his chest. Even if she could manage to get out of this bed, she didn't want to leave him.
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Aug 29, 2016 11:00:27 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2016 11:00:27 GMT -7
@magdalena <3 Nikolai smiled back at her. He was glad she didn't want to get up, too. The tea could wait. For right now, he just wanted to spend time with her. He wanted to be intimate, loving and caring so she knew how much he loved her.
And then she shut her eyes and Niko leaned forward a bit, kissing the top of her head. "I love you so much, Magdalena. That was perfect." His voice was gentle, as he was slightly embarrassed but he felt like he needed to tell her.
A small smile creeped up onto his face and he laughed. "So how about that jacuzzi..."
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Aug 29, 2016 13:11:51 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2016 13:11:51 GMT -7
@jill9
Magdalena let out a happy and content sigh as he kissed the top of her head, snuggling just a little closer to him. "I love you too, Nikolai." she muttered softly, smiling from the words. It had been perfect.
His suggestion of the jacuzzi definitely surprised her, her eyes opening and head lifting off his chest to look at that little smile of his. "Right now?" her surprise was showing through, but thankfully her own smile appeared and she leaned forward to lightly kiss him on the lips. "Let me get at least a little rest first. I am staying the night, remember? There's plenty of time." she was tired, understandably, and just wanted to lay here with him a little longer.
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