Hold out to me before I come undone (Louisa)

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Dear @louisa ,

Hey, sis. How are you liking London? I'm excited to see your concert coming up. I'm going to be bringing Irina, of course, she said you invited her. But I'd probably bring her anyway.

I'm sorry I haven't kept you in the loop. You know I'm not good at writing. I miss you, though. I hope you're doing okay.

Irina and I are pretty inseparable now. I'm not very good at this, Lou. We've pretty much connected on every level - and yes, I mean every level - and I just feel like I'm completely...

Anyway, I dunno.

-
Dan
(Tbh this was probably sent on Dec. 1st... but shh)

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What's wrong?

alles gute,

@daniel

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@louisa ,

Damn. 0.0 You're good.

I don't know, Lou. I feel like I'm drowning. Yesterday I just suddenly sunk into something and I don't know how to get out of it. I don't know what to do. I think it's partly the fact that so many people are dealing with winter blues, but it's also just me. I think I let my emotions run away from me too much and now I've forgotten how to keep them in check.

I was just so happy, you know? On such a high, with Ri and all, and I think that I'm crashing. I don't want to crash. I don't want to... I also kind of just want to go home. I miss mum and dad. I miss you. But I'm afraid if I go home I'll never come out again.

-
Dan

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I'm your sister, I know when something is wrong.

Do you know how diamonds are formed?

alles gute,

@daniel

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@louisa,

Uh, no. What do diamonds have to do with anything, Lou? I'm completely losing my head over my heart and I need a little help. Are you literally just sitting at home writing one word sentences? These poor owls.

Sorry, I'm not mad. I know this is how you are. It's what's best for me. How are diamons formed?

Love,
Danny