hang on little fighter, soon it will be brighter (Georgie)

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@georgiana ,

Hello! I wanted to discuss a few things with you. I hope that things are going fantastic at school this year. I'm sure it's rather busy with all the extra students from the other schools there. Is that fun or a bit irritating? I could easily see it going either way.

As you know by now, I'm sure, you're mother and father contacted me and met with me. I want to know how you feel about all of this. I'll be writing your brother as well, of course. So, what are you thinking about it? How are you feeling? I'm here for you.

The other thing I wanted to discuss with you was about recruiting some student volunteers for the Orphanage. They can sign up for summer shifts or shifts over the break, and I'd love it if you could spread the word.

Your advocate,

@frederick

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mr. freddie,

Thank you for your letter, but I'm sad to inform you that things are not "fantastic", as you seem to be so fond of saying. I haven't really been paying attention to the other students; they're all older than me so they don't really feel the need to talk to me, you know? The hallways aren't even that crowded, except for at meal times, because they all do their lessons with their delegations and such.

I don't really know how to feel. I'm overjoyed that they're alive, obviously, but...I don't think I've quite accepted the fact that they left, instead of died. It's all kind of big and scary and no one really knows what to say about it, since this is sort of a once-in-a-lifetime thing.

I'll definitely talk with other students about volunteering. I know a lot of people from the clubs I'm a member of, so I'll ask. Is there any particular reason you're pushing for more volunteers? I just want to know what to tell them if they ask.

yours,
georgiana

@frederick

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Georgiana,

Oh no, what's wrong? If you need someone to talk to about anything please feel free to come to me. Awe, well, the tournament is all well and good I'm sure without you having to worry about it. I'm glad the halls aren't too bad because of it.

It's understandable that you aren't sure how to feel, Georgie. That's completely okay. I think it's good that you're in school right now, during all this. It's giving you some space. Just make sure you know that all of your feelings are completely valid!


Honestly, I just think more the merrier. And, please don't take this as pessimism, but with all that's going on I just want as much help as we can get in case things get bad again. I mean, the Orphanage was built after the 98' Battle of Hogwarts for a reason and, while I pray things don't get like that, I just want to be prepared.

As for what to tell them, I'd say just be honest. That we're understaffed and want to be prepared for anything. Mostly especially that the younger students need other young people to look up to and learn from. People to socialize with and learn from that are closer to their age!

Let me know how it goes and let me know if you need anything.

Your friend,

Freddie

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mr. freddie,

Well, long story short, I argued with my best friend a lot, since she didn’t seem too happy about the fact that my parents were back and stuff. There were some other things, but…You probably don’t want to hear about those, because it’s just teenager drama, and you get enough of that without me complaining. But then…she tried to do something really bad, and I…I wasn’t there for her when I should have been, and I still feel bad about that, even though I know it wasn’t entirely my fault.

I really wish that emotions came with big flashing lights or something. Like, when you’re angry, you see a big red light in your head, and when you’re sad, it’s blue, and – well, you get the idea. That would be so much easier than trying to decipher the weird feelings in my stomach and my heart. It’s like…I know I need space, but I also want to be close to them, just so I know they don’t leave again. Because…I think they might. Leave, I mean. If things get too hard. And I can’t go through that again. I barely got through the first time.

Even if it was pessimism, I wouldn’t mind. You know me – I’m a real Debbie Downer sometimes. I hope that it doesn’t get that bad, though. The orphanage is great and all, but it’s nothing like a real home, and I wouldn’t wish dead parents on anyone.

Recruiting’s gone fairly well. I’ve attached a list of students who said they’d be willing to help. I didn’t know whether or not there were papers for them to fill out, so I told them that you’d contact them as soon as possible.

yours,
georgiana

@frederick

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Georgiana,

Awe, Georgiana, I'm so sorry about that. Friendship is incredibly important and when things threaten that it's very hard. It must also be hard for them to think that maybe you will want to be with your parents more than them now. Which I'm sure is not the case. I don't mind hearing about anything you want to talk about, it is your decision. Is she all right, though? After what happened that you are worried about?

Yes, emotions can be rather... complicated. If they came with a sign I'm sure it would be a series of different colors since so many emotions can happen at once. It would be nice if you knew exactly what you were feeling, I agree.

I feel as though they won't leave again, but it is not my place to be sure. I would never want you to go through that again, which is why I'm having difficulty discussing the plans for the future for you and Lance. I just want you both to be safe. Tell me, how is he?

Thank you so much for talking to those students! Some have contacted me and I am so grateful. I hope you'll be volunteering once you're all grown up and out of here?

Your friend,
Freddie

@georgiana

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mr. freddie,

Yes, she’s alright, thank Merlin. I’m still worried about her, especially since I don’t know how much of what made her do the bad thing is actually fixed, and how much of it has just been swept under the rug. I know the only way I can know is to ask her, but asking her just feels…wrong. Awkward. But she’s alright for now, and I guess I should be happy for that.

I…had a vision, where they left. And that’s why I’m so worried about it, I guess. Knowing the future is more of a burden than a blessing sometimes. I’ve been wanting to ask my tutor for more time, but he’s mentoring one of the Triwizard Champions, and I know that’s more important than teaching me how to deal with my clairvoyance. As for Lance… He hasn’t really told me much. I think he might be upset, and he’s just trying to hide that from me, but I don’t know. Maybe he actually doesn’t care. He’s almost seventeen anyways, so them coming back will only affect him, legally, for a few more months.

I was actually thinking I might want to work for the orphanage, like for real. I don’t know if I’m good enough with people to be a social worker, but I want to be able to make the orphanage a better place all the time, not just when my real job allows me to. I hope you’re doing well.

yours,
georgiana

@frederick

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@georgiana ,

I'm so glad she is doing all right. I'm sure that there is a lot of things going on deep down that will take some time to get to. Just do the best you can and be there for her, that's all you can do.

You had a vision about it? Oh, that is concerning, Georgie, I can understand how it would upset you. As for Lance... I wish he would write more. Perhaps I should send him a letter. I think he'll do all right, even if he is upset now. Just like I know you'll be okay.

I would love if you came to work here! I think it would suit you very well. I'm sure with some time just being a tutor or an advocate we could even see about you being junior director! Okay, I know i'm getting carried away, but I'd love to help you look into that.

Your friend,

Freddie

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mr. freddie,

I’m trying. But sometimes I worry that my best won’t ever be good enough, for her or for anyone else. I guess that’s a bit of my fear of abandonment speaking, right? I really should go see the school counselor about…everything, really, but she’s so busy, and I don’t want to make her life any harder.

Yes. They had their bags, and they were leaving…I’m sure Lance would appreciate a letter. I think he needs someone to talk to more than I do, honestly. I know he’s only a year older than me, but that’s a year more of memories of them that he has, and I’m worried that he’s bitter or something of the sort. I’ve already had the chance to work my bitterness out, but I don’t think he has.

Junior Director? That sounds like a lot. Besides, isn’t there an age limit or something on that? And if things go well, by the time I graduate, you might even have a full staff. You never know. Thanks for the help, though.

yours,
georgiana

@frederick

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@georgiana ,

Well, just know someone is rooting for you out there in the world. (Me, I mean!) The counselor is a good advocate, I am sure she will make time for you. It is her job.

I'll talk to Lance, of course. I'm so glad the two of you have one another. That's the most important relationship for you both right now, I feel.

We can work up to Junior Director, I mean! The preference is just two years of experience in the field, which I'm sure we could work out.

Thank YOU for helping me with those volunteers. If you every need anything, please write again. Any time.

Your Friend,
Freddie

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mr. freddie,

That’s always good to know. You know, you use the word “advocate” an awful lot. Is that adult-speak for helper or something? Because you’re the only one I know who says that.

He’s not thrilled with me, I don’t think, since I’ve accepted they’re back. But that’s okay, I guess. I kind of expected that.

That sounds like a good plan. I mean, unless someone else gets there first. Do you have people talking to you about coming to the orphanage after school for full-time employment?

I’ll remember to write, Freddie. Thank you.

yours,
georgiana

@frederick