Please Don't Throw This Out

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Dear Jonathan,


I beg of you not to throw this out as soon as you see who it is from. Please, read every word and understand that this was very hard for me to do.

I know it's been a long time, about two years to be precise, since you graduated and since we last saw each other. Gosh, I'm sorry it took so long for me to explain myself.

First, I'd like to say that I'm sorry we only had a few short months together, as a couple I mean. After four or five years of loving liking you from a distance, being with you was a dream come true. You were always so kind and gentle to me, even though I was as cold and harsh as possible. I'd like to thank you for being so easy to be around and to like.

I apologize for the tear stains on this parchment, I don't know what's come over me. I can't focus when I think about... about explaining myself to you. I don't know why I didn't have the courage when we were students, Jon, but I was weak. I was cowardly. I was cruel.

The truth his, I'm cursed. My parents had me through some sort of illegitimate one night stand, I don't know much about it, but one of them must have been on somebodies bad side because my mother was cursed for my sake. She was cursed that when she gave birth to me, she found that I had skin cold as ice.

I know, I know it sounds made up, Jon, but I beg you to believe me. If I touch anyone for long periods of time, they could get very sick with Pneumonia, or some other cold induced illness. I'm sure it's very unpleasant to be touched by me, let alone kissed by me, and I cared care for you too much to let that happen.

I'm not saying you have to forgive me, and I'm not saying you have to be with me again. I just wanted you to know the truth. I wanted you to know I've never hated you, I never will.

All the best,
Cori

@joanthangrudge

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Cori,
    I am touched by your letter, I don't know why something so simple ended us. Those few months were the best I had, had at Hogwarts. If I was in school with you, I probably would not have believed it if you told me but now with my job, I have seen so many things now, that I don't know what is real anymore. Your tears show me, that you are telling the trut and there is something inside that means well.

    But, I don't think I could just be with you for another day. No, I can't, I know I can't. I want to be with you forever! Ha ha,got you scared didn't I? There must be something, that can be done to reverse the curse. There is always, a way. It may cost alot but I am sure we can make by with it.

    I really want to see you! It has been too long since I have been able to look into your eyes and feel that my stomach is in knots feeling. I don't really know what else to say but I want to be with you and I now understand. I am really sorry about me when I was in school. I don't know what I was thinking.

Jonathan
Member of the Magical Office of International Law

P.S. Let me know when you have a day at Hogsmeade and I will be there!

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Jon,

You always find ways to make me laugh when I'm feeling miserable. How is it that you are the only person in the world who can do that, Jon? I've been trying to find a way to reverse the curse, Professor Longbottom has been helping me a lot, but it's not working out as easily as we had hoped. I'm afraid it's a lost cause. The Professor thinks I should look into help from the International Aurors, rumor has it they invent new spells. Maybe something there could work.

Woah, Woah! Slow down, cowboy. Forever is a long time, why don't we just start with one day and then the next? I couldn't imagine you having to deal with my curse forever, but one day at a time is good.

It's amazing how willing you are to forgive and want to see me again. I was sure you had met some charming adult witch out there in the wizarding world and fallen madly in love. I'll admit, the thought irked me. I can't lie and say that I haven't been interested in a few boys at school, but nothing is quite like how I felt about you. I'll admit, I haven't forgotten about you and I still have feeling for you, but I agree that seeing each other would be best to decide where to go from here.

We have a Hogsmede day tomorrow, actually. I know it's short notice. But are you free to meet me?

You have no need to apologize, please don't.

Cori

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Cori
    Actually, I am free tomorrow, just let me know where to meet you and I will be there.  I can't wait for tomorrow now! See what you do to me?

Jonathan

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Jon,

THE THREE BROOMSTICKS at 2 o'clock.

Cori