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Oct 31, 2017 11:26:00 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Oct 31, 2017 11:26:00 GMT -7
His voice was gentle and sweet when Fin said that he was thinking about her. Jess’ breath caught, surprised, but then she started to smile a little wider. He leaned closer and she met his gaze, trying to understand him, even just a little. Then he asked why she hung out with him. Jess paused a moment, trying to decide what to say. ”I do want you to be my friend,” she thought about each word before she said it, ”... but I’m also kind of hoping for more than that,” Jess’ voice was so soft she wasn’t sure if he could hear her. Her heart was beating furiously and she felt heat rise to her cheeks again. What if he just wanted a friend? What if she just messed things up with him? ”What about you?” Jess added after a moment. ”Why are you doing things with me?” She was terrified of the answer, but she already gave herself away. Might as well find out if he wanted anything in return.
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Oct 31, 2017 11:44:23 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Oct 31, 2017 11:44:23 GMT -7
She said she wanted him to be his friend and he smiled a little, but then she said the next part and he held his breath. She asked him what he was doing with her and not even a second passed before he was kissing her. His hand was suddenly at the back of her neck and his lips were pressed against hers, kissing her maybe a little harsher than he intended to. But he didn't stop there. His other arm moved to her waist, sliding against the couch in order to wrap almost all the way around her small waist, pulling her closer to him.
The odd thing was, he'd never thought about what it would be like to kiss her. So many years loving her and he never let himself dwell on it. It was, by far, the best thing he had ever felt in his life. His stomach muscles tightened, but in a good way, as he continued to kiss her. He wasn't actually sure if stopping was a possibility.
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Oct 31, 2017 12:19:13 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Oct 31, 2017 12:19:13 GMT -7
When she answered his questions, he smiled and froze and Jess couldn’t be sure if he was just trying to be polite and wished he’d never asked in the first place. Then, right after she turned the question on him, his lips were against hers in an intense kiss, one that Jess found herself responding to instantly. This wasn’t the first time Jess was kissed, she had plenty of guys that she dated in school and a few since she graduated, but something was different when Fin kissed her. All the nerves of the last few minutes dissipated at the feelings his kiss evoked in her. As his arms wrapped around her and he pulled her closer, Jess melted against him, her hands resting gently on his chest at first, but it wasn’t long until her hands were fisted in his shirt as she pulled herself closer. Was that possible? She couldn’t stop ... didn’t want to pull away from him. Now that he was kissing her Jess had no intention of messing that up.
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Nov 1, 2017 11:23:04 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 1, 2017 11:23:04 GMT -7
He was pleased and surprised that she kissed back, her hands on his chest slowly moving from relaxed to holding on for dear life. He made a humming sound and tugged on her waist in order to pull her even closer. If she went with the motion, she’d end up practically on top of him, which was fine by him. He leaned back against the arm of the couch as he tightened his grip around her, his hand on her neck moving to lace her hair through his fingers, ”Jess I-“ he started to say, but he cut his own words off with his own lips, kissing her again and again.
Finally he realized he needed air, and he broke from her lips, turning his face to the side to breathe through his mouth for a moment. His breath was quick and hurried, just like his heartbeat. He slowly rested his head at the crook of her neck, just under her jaw bone.
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Nov 1, 2017 12:24:33 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 1, 2017 12:24:33 GMT -7
He pulled her closer and Jess did nothing to fight it, sliding closer to him to the point where she was on his lap, and they were still kissing. He paused a moment, starting to say something, but then he was kissing her again. While Jess was curious about what he wanted to say, she could ask him later.
However, it was starting to get to the point where Jess started to feel light headed. She was about to pull away when Fin stopped kissing her. Jess’ breathing was heavy, but she didn’t care. Kissing Fin was definitely worth it. He laid his head on her shoulder and she shivered a little, loving how it felt to be so near him. After a few moments, once her breathing was more under control, a small smirk covered her mouth. ”So ... I’m assuming you want more as well,” she teased, unable to resist as she nuzzled his head with her chin.
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Nov 9, 2017 8:41:04 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 9, 2017 8:41:04 GMT -7
Her words made him chuckle but he nodded against her, "you're missing a really great movie, though," he said. He wished he could have seen it in theatres. That was something he did often when he snuck out of his house at night. He saw movies. He usually had to sneak into the theater, too, until he was a bit older and then people didn't question him being out alone. He had seen some pretty good movies, too but they always kind of bothered him. Movies were fiction, and so were his mother's books. He often had horrible images of her books being turned into movies. If that ever happened he was sure he would ever be able to watch a movie again.
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Nov 9, 2017 13:35:25 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 9, 2017 13:35:25 GMT -7
He nodded, agreeing that he wanted to be more than friends and Jess's smile grew. She was so excited that it wasn't all one-sided, even though she didn't really think that after he kissed her. He told her she was missing a good movie and she laughed softly, "Well if you want me to watch it, you're going to have to stop distracting me," she teased, kissing his forehead. She loved how it felt so natural for her to be around him. It just felt right. As she turned her attention to the movie, she realized that she had no idea what was going on. She chuckled and tried to figure it out on her own. If she couldn't then she was just going to have to ask him to explain, but she'd try and figure it out first.
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Nov 12, 2017 16:04:00 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 12, 2017 16:04:00 GMT -7
She said he'd have to stop distracting her, then kissed his forehead, and he groaned, shaking his head. He didn't say anything for a moment but instead slowly turned his lips to her neck and started to kiss there lightly. He kissed up behind her ear and then back down her jaw, "the movie can wait," he said softly, tightening his hold around her a little. She felt so perfect in his arms. He was sure that she was meant to be there. He wanted more from her than from anyone, of course. Emotionally and physically. He was honestly having a hard time not getting carried away. He had loved her since the moment he saw her and when that kind of love was finally able to be vocalized and shown... it was hard to keep quiet and still.
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Nov 12, 2017 16:46:45 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 12, 2017 16:46:45 GMT -7
He groaned when she teased him, and Jess couldn’t help but grin. Teasing him was fun, but she supposed she’d try and focus on the movie for now. Until he started kissing her neck. Once he started doing that, there was no way she could focus. She tilted her neck a little, not expecting how much she wanted him to kiss her. ”Okay,” she said when he told her the movie could wait. His arms tightened around her and she smiled yet again. She always smiled with him, she couldn’t help it. ”That feels nice,” Jess added after a moment, closing her eyes. She was trying to enjoy the moment, even though a part of her felt sure she was making it up. This just seemed too easy, being with Fin, but at the same time it was perfect. She held still in his arms, not wanting to mess anything up.
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Nov 12, 2017 17:05:49 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 12, 2017 17:05:49 GMT -7
She said okay in reference to the movie and he waved a hand, then the TV set turned off. He didn't realize how dark it would be without the light from it, though. But he'd already made his choice and he wasn't going to turn it back on now... that would be stupid. He continued kissing along her jaw line, shifting in order to pull her onto his lap even more. He kissed her neck on the opposite side, his hands moving so both of his hands were on her lower back. He broke his lips away from her and looked up at her face. "You're beautiful. I've told you that, right? Not enough I'm sure," he said. His voice wasn't soft like what seemed appropriate in that moment. It was strong, confident, sure.
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Nov 12, 2017 17:48:20 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 12, 2017 17:48:20 GMT -7
Jess didn't expect the lights to go out and jumped slightly when they did, but Fin was still kissing her neck so her nerves lasted only about one second. She didn't need to be jumpy with Fin. She just knew it. He pulled away, looking up at her and telling her that she was beautiful, asking if he told her that. Honestly, she couldn't remember right now if he had or not. She didn't care. He was telling her that now and she loved it. She smiled at his words, nodded a little and whispered a breathy, "Yeah," to answer his question and then leaned forward, pressing her lips to his. It felt nice to have him kiss her neck, but she much preferred actually kissing him. Since it seemed like he wanted to kiss her, Jess figured he wouldn't mind. Isolde's warning words to her about him flashed in her mind, but Jess ignored them. This felt right and she was going to go with her gut feeling.
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Nov 12, 2017 18:01:38 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 12, 2017 18:01:38 GMT -7
She answered 'yeah', and he was sure she probably wasn't even thinking about the words she was saying. She kissed him and he sighed into it, kissing her back and holding her close. That kiss was a long kiss, long enough that it was hard to breathe when they stopped for air. He gently stroked her back, eyes closed, lips still close to hers, "I don't know how to explain how much I like you, Jess," he admitted, a soft chuckle escaping his lips and giving another quick kiss. "I just hope that you know I... don't want this to end anytime soon. I mean, I want it to start," he kissed her once more and broke away to look up into her eyes, "will you start something with me, Jess? Right now? Something good?" heaven knew he needed something good. He needed her.
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Nov 12, 2017 18:12:33 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 12, 2017 18:12:33 GMT -7
It wasn't a surprise to Jess when Fin kissed her back and held her tightly to him. She was way more into this than she actually expected she would be. Sure, over their last few dates she knew that her feelings for him were growing steadily stronger, but she didn't imagine this happening tonight. When the kiss ended, Jess breathed deeply, sighing when his hands rubbed her back. Then he started talking, admitting that he liked her and didn't want this to end, and that he wanted it to start right now, kissing her repeatedly as he spoke. "Yes," she answered once he was done speaking. "Yes, I'll start something with you, right now." She gave him a quick kiss. "And if the past few weeks have been any indication it will definitely be something good," she teased, but hoped that he would understand what she meant. Things were already good, so really they should just get better from now on.
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Nov 12, 2017 18:39:45 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 12, 2017 18:39:45 GMT -7
She said yes, twice, and repeated his words. He smiled as she kissed him. she kept going, saying that the past few weeks proved it was something good. He sighed with relief, nodding. Elaine crossed his mind and her advice about Jess. Advice he knew he would ignore. But he knew that she wouldn't be pleased if he reported to her that he was indeed falling hard and fast for Jess. He'd fallen for her before, but that was the her he saw from a distance. Now he was falling for the Jess that was right in his arms. It was different. It was better. He nodded, "so kiss me one more time and let's watch a movie together. The way... boyfriends and girlfriends do," he chuckled. Those words seemed so small to him.
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Nov 12, 2017 18:51:18 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 12, 2017 18:51:18 GMT -7
He seemed relieved by her answer and Jess was glad. She didn’t want to make him nervous. She wanted things to stay comfortable and relaxing between them, just the way they were right now. He told her to kiss him and Jess laughed, kissing him hard this time. They were dating now. It seemed almost too good to be true. ”Do you want to try Jumanji again?” she asked with a small chuckle. Then she tipped her head to the side, ”And what do you mean by ‘the way boyfriends and girlfriends do?’” she leaned her head on his shoulder, feeling completely at ease.
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