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Nov 18, 2016 8:13:41 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 18, 2016 8:13:41 GMT -7
@lestrange, Is it December yet? I feel like these last few weeks are going to drag on forever and I am never going to get home to you. I know that isn't real, but it still feels that way. Sorry for not writing for a few days, another campout was sprung on us. They sure do a lot of those here. I wonder why? We don't do much except set traps for animals so they don't sneak up on us while we sleep. On the plus side: 3 weeks and 6 days! Less than a month! Everytime I dream about you your smile is like it was the first day we met, except you are smiling at me because you actually like me. And then you kiss me and pull me over to an empty room where you play your violin sometimes and other times... I miss you. I don't ever want you to think I think of you as cold. You are far from it. You are going to protect me from anything huh? Well, I guess it is my job to protect you. But I feel like we have already talked about this, just going in circles. It is still true. I would do anything to keep you from having to feel pain or fear. Mom would say that those things make you stronger. But can't we be strong together without that? Don't worry, we would never write daily like you and I, more like monthly. Plus she thinks it is weird that I like plants so much, so that is a no go. And you are too beautiful for me. Too wonderful for me. I don't deserve you, but I'm glad I have you. Well, Lifeline, I love you. And that greenhouse is going to become my new favorite place (it already was, but now I have even more reasons for it to be my favorite). Also, how am I going to get a volin? I don't want to ruin yours. I am sure I could... I love you. I adore you. I miss you. Stay safe, happy, lovely, wonderful, amazing, and magnificent. Love,
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Nov 22, 2016 14:11:16 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 22, 2016 14:11:16 GMT -7
@philiplongbottom, Hey, hey. It's hard for me too, but it's going to be okay. You'll be here soon and it's going to be okay. We'll have a great time. I promise.
You and your campouts. Can we go on one soon? Maybe not til next summer, I guess. That's so far away. I miss you and I just want to snuggle up in a tent and eat chocolate. That just sounds completely lovely. Anyway, back to the matter at hand. 3 weeks and 5 days!!! I can't believe it! I think my roommates are sick of my giggling to myself while writing. And crying. And hugging my book like it's my boyfriend.
Shh, it's fine.
The first day we met!? Did I even smile? That doesn't sound like me. I definitely didn't kiss you, but I guess you just mean that the dreams moves past that. I'm not sure how I feel about that '...' in reference to things we do alone in a room together! Control yourself.
I'm kidding, don't do that. Not when you get back either. I miss you. I'll try not to think of myself as cold... but my warmth really only comes when you're around, so, get home and we can fix this 'cold' issue. It's snowing here, the first snow. I'm sad you missed it. Can't wait to have you back in it with me.
No, it's OUR jobs to protect EACH OTHER. Yeah? Circles are fine because they always lead back here. To us, I mean. And yeah, Pain is there and sadly I think it's necessary... but we can avoid a lot of necessary parts of that if we try.
She thinks it's weird that you like plants!? Nah, that doesn't sound right. You - don't get into this conversation about deserving again. We'll never agree.
We'll get you a violin. Let's get new ones together.
I love you. I love you, ANDY
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Nov 23, 2016 14:20:34 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 23, 2016 14:20:34 GMT -7
@lestrange, Know what is harder than waiting three weeks? Having someone hide my journal because they think I write in it too much. I got it back, but only after intense threatenings and blackmailing and eventually getting the headmaster involved. Hence why, once again, you had to wait a week. I'm sorry, love. And don't worry, no one was permantently injured. Just one kid actually had to go to the hospital wing and he came out an hour later with only slightly orange skin. (His head had mysteriously been turned into a pumpkin. I wonder how that happened?) So, now we only have two weeks and 3 days. And I am more happy than ever that I am going home. I haven't talked about it much, but the guys here are pretty much jerks and I will be very happy to leave them all behind and never look back. Forget pen pals and stupid surprise campouts, I just want to go home where everything is normal and I don't have a headache from trying to understand what everyone is saying every day. Anyway, enough about that. I like the sound of us both having new volins, then you can sound amazing and have an instrument that compliments you and I can kill all the cats in the area with the screeching I will make! We can be the dynamic duo. (Get what I did there? Dynamics? Nevermind) We save each other, we balance each other out, keep each other from doing stupid things like turning a jerk's head into a pumpkin. We were meant to be. I have so much I want to talk to you about, but also know that I get to see you in just 17 days (I shouldn't have made it into days, weeks seems more bareable) makes me want to save my stuff for when I see you! I love you. I love you. Love,
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Nov 23, 2016 17:32:07 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 23, 2016 17:32:07 GMT -7
@philiplongbottom!
Tonight was SO MUCH FUN! Lily threw a staff sactioned dance party in the Room of Requirement. It was so fun. I danced with Roxy, Susan and... a few other people just here and there. I missed you though! We'll need to throw a mini dance for you when you get back. I left the party early to come write, so the common room is pretty much empty right now!
Heeey, that's not nice of them to hide your journal! Oh my gosh, don't hurt anyone! Well, unless you really have to... I mean, it's over now but I'm glad you got the journal back. Hah, pumpkin head! Nice. You're so creative.
Two weeks and two days. I can't believe it, it's like a miracle. I can't believe you're almost home!!! I'm screaming. not internally, because no one is here! Okay, I'm sitting back down, I sound insane. Everything is... not necessarily normal here, love. I mean, it will be. Once you're back.
You're very 'punny' darling. Glad to have that great sense of humor in my life.
I have a lot I need to talk to you about, Phil. Things that I couldn't write down. I promise, I'll tell you everything it's just... it's hard to get it all on paper. It's hard to say it out loud, too, but I love you more than anything and anyone and I can trust you. I know that, even if I'm afraid. I love you.
Don't ever leave me.
Love,
Andy
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Dec 2, 2016 8:03:14 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Dec 2, 2016 8:03:14 GMT -7
@lestrange, I am not going to be able to write you the last week I am here. Don't freak out, there is just ten billion things I have to work out, but don't worry either. I'll see you so soon! I'll be home before you know it. I'll have mom tell you where I am coming in so you can meet me there. I mean.. will you meet me there? I would love that. I can't believe I am almost done. Honestly, it has gone by a lot faster than I thought it would. Time just keeps passing, nothing stops it and I just get swept along with it. So long as the time brings me to you I don't really mind. One week and 4 days. That is it! Then I'll be home with you. I'm sad the plan is to go home after Christmas. (snicker) But I will be home for New Years. Besides, we'll have tons of Christmases together. But I did get you a present... I am pretty sure you'll like it. My dad is supposed to give it to you on Christmas day. That is when the Yule Ball is right? Did you find someone to go with? As soon as I am home I just want to hold you and never let go. So just plan to be preoccupied for the next few eternities, okay? I love you, more than anything. Love,
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Dec 2, 2016 8:16:29 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Dec 2, 2016 8:16:29 GMT -7
@philiplongbottom, Awe, that's okay. I understand. School can be busy and you've got to pack and stuff. I'll miss you, though, and still check my book just in case. Of course I'll meet you!!! I would love to! I will be there with flowers. You like flowers! Mistletoe, maybe? It is going to be after Christmas, after all There should be tons lying around. I can't believe it either! It's gone by so slow and so fast. Aaah, I'm screaming, shh, it's fine. I'll be right here. I am right here. One week and one day. <3 I'll be waiting for Hannah to tell me where we're meeting you. You got me a present!? I can't wait to see it. And you. I wish it was just you. I'm just going with Susan! It'll be really fun, I hope. Yeah, it's on Christmas night! You can hold me as long as you like. I'm fine with that. As long as I can do the same. I have so much to talk to you about. I've been holding off til you get home... but you, me, mum and dad need to talk. Please don't stress about it. We'll figure out. I love you, Phil. I can't wait til you get back, so I can start breathing again. Love, Andromeda
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