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Nov 9, 2017 4:20:06 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 9, 2017 4:20:06 GMT -7
The mood today was sad, but for Seph it was more than sad. She was anxious and a little nervous to board the train today to head home. There had been a tragedy, both the Durmstrang Ship and the Beauxbatons Carriage had exploded leaving many of the students and professors from the school dead. It was tragic and Seph was thinking about that but she was also thinking about the letter she had received. It had been a hard week but it had been full of promise and worry when she received Quinn's letter, requesting that they meet on the train to talk just the day before. She'd been worried. What would she say? Would she tell her that the kiss had been a mistake and that she had been caught up in the moment? Would she say that she only wanted to be friends? Or would she say the things that Seph was afraid to hope for? That she wanted to be with her, be her girlfriend? She wasn't sure, but she was determined to find Quinn and talk to her. She was going to do it anyway whether she had sent the letter or not. She would tell her how she felt.
Just the thought had her heart beating wild in her chest. But she needed to do this. So when the time came to board the train, she still felt a bit nervous about it. She boarded the train and, because she was sharing a compartment with her siblings, she placed her things away and chatted with them a bit. Once the train started moving, however, she excused herself from them to go on her mission. It would have been hard to let her know exactly where she would be, all of the compartments were first come first serve so she couldn't block off one for certain. That left Seph with having to walk up and down the train to find her. It took a little while too. The compartment she was in was further away from the one she shared with her siblings than she expected. When she did get a glimpse of her, the blood rushing in her ears got so much louder. This was Quinn, this was her best friend. This was the girl she had been crushing on for a while now. Nothing was different right? Even still she knew that wasn't quite right, because this could change everything. She took a deep breath before she opened the door to the compartment. "Hey Quinn. I got your letter," she gave a soft smile before she closed the compartment door behind her and took a seat. Tag; @mnm
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Nov 9, 2017 18:29:20 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 9, 2017 18:29:20 GMT -7
It had been a rough time, as the year came to an end and Quinn for the first time didn't have Seph by her side - because of her own stupidness really. She had actively been trying to avoid the other girl, sorting through her own thoughts and the fact that she had actually kissed the Hufflepuff girl. Her bestfriend. Her crush. But all of that seemed... unimportant after what happened to the visiting students. It had sadly put things a bit more into prospective for her, realizing that as afraid as she was - anything could happen and did she really want to keep her feelings a secret? Did Seph not deserve to know how she felt? So before boarding the train she had written a letter, asking for Seph to find her on the train so they could talk, she had done her usual little doodles and things, hoping Seph wouldn't worry about it being something bad to talk about. It wasn't bad - not really, was it?
She had managed to keep herself fairly calm until she had found a compartment and put her stuff away, managing to not have anyone sit with her hadn't been too hard either as she was pacing back and forth, now knowing it wouldn't be too long before Seph would find her. She knew the other girl would likely spend the beginning with her siblings before trying to find her. But it had given enough time for Quinn to allow the panic and worry to settle in. What would Seph say to her? Would she be angry? Would she be upset? God.. what if she made her cry? She knew - kind of - what she wanted to say. Basically she'd tell her the truth - let her heart speak for her and just... tell the truth. How Seph made her feel, what she wanted. And.. hopefully, hopefully Seph would at least still want to be friends. Her mouth felt dry and she was still pacing the compartment, her hands twisting together as she mumbled to herself, occasionally glancing up to the door - waiting for Seph to arrive.
She was scared, but also - something else. She was going to tell her, no matter what happened - Seph deserved to know this and... she was going to do this. It was a whole lot of build up, a whole lot of thinking and her thoughts were prepared. But then Seph arrived and the door opened - and there she was and all the planning dropped away as green eyes follow her and watch as she sits down. Quinn lets out a breath, not even realizing she had been holding it - she sits down accross from Seph, licking her lips as she nods slowly, "I.. I'm glad.." she pauses, "Seph.. I-I'm sorry I've kinda.. avoided you for a bit." her hands were still clutched, twisting them slightly as she spoke, "I had to sort out .. my thoughts I guess. A-Are you mad at me?" It was a heavy question - was she mad about Quinn avoiding her? Or mad that she kissed her? "I..I'm sorry for avoiding you but.. I-I'm not sorry about.. the.. the kiss." her face was burning at the reminder of what she had done. But no - she wasn't sorry for kissing her. She was sorry for running away, and for avoiding Seph but she wouldn't say sorry for having kissed her.
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Nov 10, 2017 1:46:08 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 10, 2017 1:46:08 GMT -7
Seph took a deep breath, exhaling as quietly as she could, when Quinn sat down across from her. She decided to fold her hands into her lap. Everything felt so formal and so weird and she didn't want it to be that way but she was entirely too nervous to relax like she usually would. On train rides home she would usually locate Quinn and sit with her until they got closer to the train station. It wasn't as if she'd never done it before. What made it different was the Quinn had actually requested her presence. In a letter too. Quinn nodded her head in response. She then said that she was sorry that she had been avoiding her. She had expected as much, that Quinn had been avoiding her. She hadn't seen her, aside from in classes they had together and even then it seemed like Seph couldn't catch her eye or that Quinn wouldn't talk to her. She understood that the Ravenclaw had needed some time after everything they'd discussed that night. It was the kiss that'd weighed heavy on Seph though because she hadn't understood what it had meant. Especially because Quinn had ran away after it.
"Not even a little bit. I understand that you needed time," Seph replied softly. She felt like her breathing would shallow if she didn't calm down more so she took another deep breath. And then Quinn said something that she hadn't expected. She didn't regret kissing her. Seph smiled then, thought there was a bit of nervousness in the action. "I don't either. I mean, I've imagined it before. Kissing you, I mean," the confession came out softly but she had to test the waters. Did she not regret because she'd thought about it as well? Was it just an experiment of some sort. Tag; @mnm
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Nov 10, 2017 2:33:18 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 10, 2017 2:33:18 GMT -7
It had taken far longer than Quinn wanted to be able to actually sort her thoughts through, to actually get her courage up again to not only write that letter but send it as well. And even then - when it had been done, she had felt way too awkward. The fact that she had needed to write a letter to ask Seph to meet with her - it felt too formal and strange. But in the end, it had been the better option - this way, she could get Seph alone, she could talk things out and sort through them in privacy. Which, honestly was the better way, even if right now she felt completely out of sorts and was still struggling to not freak out as she tried to get her thoughts out there. She had to start with an apology, and then make sure that Seph knew - the kiss while it hadn't been planned, she wouldn't say sorry for that - even if she had run off,she still was glad she had done it. Her own hands were clutched on her lap, twisting her fingers as she sat there - even the previous year she hadn't felt as anxious on the trip back on the train.
"Still.. I'm sorry for doing it, I hated not being able to talk with you and spend time with you.." she gave a small sigh, shaking her head as her lip caught between her teeth, "I do feel better now I sorted things out in my head and stuff, but it was so .. weird." her eyes dart back to Seph, her breath catching as she sees Seph smiling - even as her face quickly warms again, her blush covering her cheeks quickly as Seph speaks. Admitting she had actually thought about kissing her. "You.. wait.. you've thought of... that?" Now her face was surely as red as a tomato, "You've thought of kissing me.. before then...?" she had to ask it even if pushing the words out was becoming extremely hard.
"I've... I've thought of it before then. Many times.. I wanted to but, I didn't know if I should and .. I didn't want to ruin anything. Our friendship.." quickly she closes her eyes, taking a few deep breaths as she admits another thing. "I don't regret k-kissing you.. I have wanted to do that.. since.. fourth year."
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Nov 10, 2017 3:14:56 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 10, 2017 3:14:56 GMT -7
Quinn reiterated her apology anyway, even though Seph really did understood why she'd done that. Especially if she didn't feel the same way Seph did. She needed time to think about what she would say to Seph, maybe how to let her down easily? Quinn knew her better than most people; the Ravenclaw had been her best friend for almost two years now. Because of that, Quinn knew how fragile Seph could be at times. She had to admit to herself, Quinn could really hurt her if she wanted to. She knew her secrets, knew what she liked and what she didn't like. She knew what her dreams were and knew the things that would make her angry. Quinn really knew her. With all of that, it wasn't strange that Seph would develop such feelings for her. Quinn knew her and she didn't judge her. She took care of her and made her laugh. She made her smile.
Seph couldn't land on any one emotion. She frowned when Quinn used the word 'weird'. She didn't use it like she usually did. Did she mean the kiss was weird? And then Quinn blushed and Seph's clumsy heart tripped over itself again. She wanted to kiss the blush from her cheeks. She held herself still, clenching her hands together in her lap just as Quinn spoke out of surprise. The Ravenclaw's blush deepened and Seph could only nod her head and smiled shyly. "Mhmm," Seph felt a bit of shock herself when Quinn admitted that she'd also thought about kissing her. Many times. She didn't know what to say. She didn't want to ruin their friendship either. Quinn was one of her favorite people in the world and she didn't think she could stand losing her. She knew there would never be another Quinn in her life. And so, just as Quinn admitted that she'd been thinking about it since fourth year, Seph decided she would jump. "I... I like you Quinn," she had to fight against the nervous tears that wanted to build up in her eyes. She jolts of her nervous dancing through her hands and arms and she clenched them together again in her lap to try and fail to calm down. "I really, really like you. I have since last year." Even if she was nervous, she met Quinn's eyes and wouldn't look away. She had to see her reaction, had to know how she felt. Her nerves did get the best of her though and she decided to back track. "That doesn't mean I don't like being your best friend though. If that means I can see you and be around you and spend time with you, I'm okay with just being your best friend. If you want me to. If that's what you want me to be." Tag; @mnm
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Nov 10, 2017 3:45:11 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 10, 2017 3:45:11 GMT -7
There were so many things she wanted to say, that she had thought about - and she had even tried to write them down, trying to sort her thoughts through like she usually would with any problem she had. Her inner Ravenclaw coming out in the form over over twelve different lists before she found herself simply drawing through her thoughts and feelings again. She had been afraid of telling the truth - to admitting her feelings, any feelings she had before - whenever she had spoken them - they always seemed to end with her hurting. When she began to love a foster family she was in - it was taken away from her.. she couldn't lose Seph. Seph was one of the most important people in her life, she loved her - she knew her. What if Seph didn't feel the way she did? What if she was disgusted? What if... what if... There had been so many what ifs and each had been written down and then torn up.
In the end, the only one who could know the answers would be Seph, and for that to happen - she needed to be honest. Seph deserved to know, no matter what would happen. And Quinn would tell her everything she could - she'd be honest and tell her, her feelings she had for her. But now - Quinn was wondering one important thing - as she listened and watched her bestfriend across from her, there was a little spark in her chest - a glimmer of a hope, a what if of a different kind. What if Seph did feel the same? It was the what if that she hadn't written down - the what if that had been too hopeful. Too good. But now, she was wondering it.
"I-I like you too Seph.." the words came tumbling from her mouth as she bites her lip, pushing herself from where she was sitting and taking the few steps until she was right there beside Seph, she knew these signs she was seeing - the way Seph's hands were clenching - the tiny signs that meant she was either really nervous or was close to tears - both things that Quinn hated seeing. She drops beside her, a shaking hand reaching out to gently close over Seph's own as her eyes meet Seph's own. "I love being your best friend and I don't want to ever not be your bestfriend. But I have feelings for you.. m-more than just... bestfriend feelings." Her face was still lit up, her cheeks still pink and she could almost feel the burning in her face without even touching her own cheeks.
"Y-You told me... something in the tower that night. That I haven't been able to stop thinking about.." she paused, taking a deep breath as she holds onto Seph's hands, "That you will be whatever I want you to be... Y-You're the most important person in my life... I don't want to lose you - not ever. I want to make you happy, to make you smile and be around you.. b-but I also want to kiss you any time I want, and to hold your hand and be able to s-say you're mine..." her voice was shaking by the time the final words fell from her mouth, her hand was shaking but she didn't look away this time. This time she wasn't going to run.
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Nov 14, 2017 0:44:20 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 14, 2017 0:44:20 GMT -7
Seph felt another shock when Quinn confessed to liking her too. She'd squeezed her eyes shut to savor the words and breathed in deep and she opened them just as Quinn got up to sat next to her, taking hold of her hand. Her eyes. The Ravenclaw's lovely green eyes were trained directly onto her brown ones and Seph felt like her heart would burst forth from her chest. It was beating so fast that it was difficult to breath but she was afraid of saying anything, lest she break the spell of the moment. Quinn went on, saying that while she loved being Seph's best friend, she had feelings that were more than just best friend feelings. Seph didn't want to be confused by the words but she couldn't help needing clarification. She needed to hear it again, hear it as it should be. Did Quinn want more? Did Quinn want what she'd only dreamed about having with her since last year? "More than just best friend..?" she questioned, still nervous but she refused to look away. Even before, she'd always found herself captured by her eyes. Not because they were green, but because they were hers.
It was then that Quinn brought up what Seph had promised to her that night in the Astronomy Tower, the night the Ravenclaw had revealed her home life to her. Seph felt a little sad thinking back to it and remembering that Quinn hadn't had an easy life, that there were people out their who had been cruel towards her but she forced herself back into the moment. She nodded in confirmation, anxious to hear what she would say. Seph had meant every word. Even if Quinn didn't want to pursue anything, even if she wanted to just stay best friends, Seph always wanted to be there for her. The Hufflepuff listened to her intently and held her hand as when they began to shake. As soon as the word kiss left Quinn's lips, Seph's eyes switched momentarily to her mouth because she felt to urge to kiss her even then. It happened so often, the overwhelming need to kiss her. It was almost always there, lying just on the edges of her thoughts whether she was around or not. "Can I..." her words came out softly, her breath being taken away by her pulse so she took a deep breath to try and calm it before speaking again. "Can I kiss you now?" Tag; @mnm
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Nov 14, 2017 4:26:06 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 14, 2017 4:26:06 GMT -7
Quinn was honestly kind of terrified, to lay everything out there like she was right now - to open her heart and say what she was feeling. But it was Seph, it was her bestfriend - it was Sephy. And that alone made it at least a little less scary, few people knew her as well as Seph did - and honestly sometimes she was pretty damn sure that Seph knew her better than she knew herself. Still, seeing Seph upset and so nervous made her feel braver as she reached out, grasping her friends hands in her own, she had always been a little more protective of the other girl - wanting to fix things, to make her feel better however she could. Seeing her scared, upset or anything else - it made her want to be stronger. So the words came easier as she admited how she felt, how she felt more than just friendship - something more. "More than just best friend..?" The question made her smile, her hands gently squeezing Seph's as she nodded, "Y-Yeah Sephy. Far more than just bestfriends..." she could feel her eyes watering again and quickly blinked them, those words had come a whole lot easier than the previous ones had, funny really as it was far closer to saying what she really wanted than anything else she had said just yet. Talking about that night in the Astronomy Tower wasn't as hard as she had expected - because of what had happened, although she did have her regrets because of how it had ended - she felt lighter about the fact that she had opened up to Seph about her life. She knew more now, and it made her less afraid to be honest about how she felt. Because Seph knew what many didn't know - she knew how hard her life had been, how Quinn was well.. a little broken in many ways.
"Can I kiss you now?"Her eyes widened slightly hearing the question, her mouth dropping just a little. She wanted to answer - hell she wanted to yell out her answer - one word. Yes. Yes. Merlin Yes. But the word wouldn't come out - instead she nodded, her head darting up and down quickly as she smiled, her heart beating wildly in her chest. @sephy
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Nov 15, 2017 3:10:46 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 15, 2017 3:10:46 GMT -7
Far more than best friends, she said, and Seph didn't know if her heart could go any faster than it was without killing her. Even though she already felt like she was dying. Even though she was worried for so many reasons. Her best friend said she liked her as more than a best friend. But that could mean so much right? Maybe she liked her as a sister? Even as she thought it, Seph knew that was crazy and stupid for so many reasons that she didn't want to think about right now because she was here and she was in front of her, holding on to her hand. And when her eyes began to water, Seph's did too but she held in her tears again because she didn't want her crying to interrupt the conversation that they were having. This was so important. She needed to know. She wanted to know exactly how Quinn felt because she knew exactly how she felt about Quinn.
So when she saw Quinn's face light up with a smile, her head nodding in answer to her question, Seph felt her breath catch. She lifted her hand and placed it gently on her best friend's cheek, moving slow just in case she changed her mind about it. She felt herself take a deep breath and her brown eyes stayed locked with Quinn's green ones just as leaned in. And just before her lips pressed against he Ravenclaw's her eyes closed. And she felt light. Her lips were soft, as soft as they'd been before and she pressed her lips a little bit harder to feel more of her. She felt so light and happy. It felt different than she'd imagined. Better. She was kissing Quinn and Quinn was letting her. Tag; @mnm
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Nov 15, 2017 5:25:39 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 15, 2017 5:25:39 GMT -7
Quinn knew that she'd end up having to say more, to make sure that Seph did know exactly how she meant what she said. But for now she was struggling enough to get out what she had said, as much as she had gone over it all in her head - and how she'd listened to what her heart was telling her - she had also tried, and not so perfectly written down as much as she could... hell, she had actually practiced what she wanted to say to Seph before leaving the school. Likely having sounded half insane with as many times as she had gone over it. But now it was happening and, her stomach was doing little flips and her heart was hammering so hard against her chest that the words she had tried so hard to prepare had just ran away from her.
But then Seph had asked if she could kiss her and - where were those words of hers? Where had her voice gone? All she could do was nod and hope it was answer enough - and then Seph had leaned in and Quinn had eagerly moved closer as the space between them both disappeared. And then there was the so soft touch she remembered as their lips met - her eyes drifting close and her thoughts and worries disappeared as everything in her mind was quiet for a moment and everything she felt was just Seph as her hand moved, gently brushing against Seph's cheek and her fingers found her friends soft hair.
And she was kissing Seph - again. She was kissing her bestfriend and it was amazing and she felt light and happy and why hadn't she done this so much longer ago? But then she had to pull away, her face flushed as she remembers that yes - breathing was a thing they needed to do - her eyes were open again and her lips turned into a smile, and now she couldn't stop smiling. Her hand gently pulled away, carefully tucking Seph's hair back behind her ear - her forehead gently pressing against Seph's own. "So.... Hi." a tiny giggle escapes her, she was still - extremly close and if she just moved a tiny bit closer... "So... I really.. really like you. You know that.. right?"
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Nov 15, 2017 18:44:12 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 15, 2017 18:44:12 GMT -7
She felt that she could stay like that forever, lips locked permanently with hers because she was so happy that it was happening. After spending so much time thinking about it that she never imagined it would really happen, she felt so overwhelmed with happiness. The feel of Quinn's hand trailing to her hair had her smiling into their kiss and all too soon she felt her best friend pulling away from her. Her smile was a permanent fixture on her face, especially when she opened her eyes and noticed that Quinn was sporting a similar goofy smile on her face. Her face felt warm when she felt Quinn press her forehead to hers but she moving away from her was the very last thing she wanted to do. Could time stand still? She wished time would just stand still so they could stay there forever. They were still so close and Seph could easily kiss her again like this and if she did maybe she could pretend for a little longer that time was standing still.
The sound of her giggle was so sweet and so cute that Seph giggled too, her eyes staring directly into the green of Quinn's. And then she said it again, that she really really liked her. Seph took a deep breath before leaning forward and placing a light kiss upon her lips. She was too kissable and they were too close for her not to want to. "I've dreamed about you saying that. I'm not dreaming now, right?" she replied in her usual light and airy tone. She couldn't look away from Quinn, her thumb moving back and forth on the Ravenclaw's cheek in a comforting motion. Comforting for her, attempting to gain a bit a strength for what she knew she needed to say and ask now. "So... what does this mean?" she began after taking a deep breathe and pulling back just a little bit. "Do you like me enough to... to want to be my girlfriend?" Just saying the words made her pulse jump and she felt like she needed to say more than just that. "Because I would really like that. I want you to be my girlfriend but I will be your best friend too. I will always be your best friend. But I would really like it if you were my girlfriend..." She laid it all out there and she felt like she sounded really selfish with her words and she blushed. Sure, that was what she wanted but what did Quinn want? What she wanted was more important to Seph so she bit her lip to quiet her words and wait to see what she wanted. Tag; @mnm
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Nov 15, 2017 19:45:53 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 15, 2017 19:45:53 GMT -7
If Quinn could tag one moment in her life to keep forever and go back to whenever she needed a moment of happiness - well, she now knew what memory she would think of when she needed a patronus. It was everything and more than what she had imagined - it wasn't perfect or a fairytale kiss but for Quinn it was, it was perfect for them and she couldn't help but smile into the kiss, her fingers playing with Seph's hair gently even as she pulled back so they could both breathe again. She didn't want to pull too far away so she did what was feeling natural, keeping herself close, a goofy smile now on her face. And as she saw a similiar goofy grin on Seph's face she was certain - Yeah this was definately going to be the new memory she called on if she needed to use a Patronus. Her heart felt so light, so happy. She didn't want the moment to end and she could easily just move a tiny bit and kiss her again without even having to budge a tiny bit.
They were in their own little happy bubble and there wasn't anything that could break it, her face was bright red as she felt the tiny brush of lips again as Seph closed the tiny space between them to place another light kiss on her lips. "No..." she whispered, gently kissing Seph back before she pulled away, "This isn't a dream.. I promise." Her cheeks were hurting now from smiling so much, her eyes closing for just a moment as she allowed herself to enjoy the gentle comforting movement of Seph's thumb moving across her cheek. A gentle sigh escaping as she opens her eyes again, green eyes focusing as she could hear the nervousness in Seph's voice.
But the following words surprised her and her hand dropped from Seph's face to gently link their hands, her own fingers threading through the Hufflepuff's as she lets her speak, trying to not grin like an utter fool that she was seriously starting to feel like right now. "I'd say thats certainly how much I like you..." when she spoke, her words weren't forced - her eyes were bright as she smiled, gently lifting her hand that was linked with Seph's own and placing a gentle kiss on the back of the other girls hand. Her eyes meeting Seph's own as she spoke, her smile not faultering when she spoke up again.
"I'd really like it if you were my girlfriend.. but also my bestfriend." she paused, keeping their joined hands close to her chest as she spoke, "If people in books and movies can fall in love with their bestfriend and then date them and still be bestfriends - I don't see why we can't do both.. I'll always be your best friend.. but I'd love to be your girlfriend and for you to be mine as well.." She was sure her face was burning with a rather epic blush right now but she was so happy and in her own little happy bubble right now that she couldn't find it in her to care as she was finally saying what was in her heart and letting it all out there. "So.. my dear Persephone.... if you are asking me if I'd be your girlfriend.. the answer is without a doubt a yes.. as long as you say yes to being my girl as well." She bit her lip after saying the last bit, wanting to know what Seph would say.
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Nov 15, 2017 23:41:52 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 15, 2017 23:41:52 GMT -7
All of her attention was focused on Quinn. She was the only thing she could see and feel and think about. And Seph knew she should probably feel odd about that. Or maybe she shouldn't because Quinn was so important to her and they'd reach such an important moment in their relationship and friendship that Seph knew she would probably think about and remember this moment forever. She couldn't think about the future right now; it was practically impossible for her to think about anything other than the fact that Quinn was sitting in front of her, hand clasped tightly in her own, looking as cute as she was with a very apparent blush in her cheeks. Seph felt herself smiling when Quinn confirmed that she wasn't dreaming and Seph became distracted all over again by her closeness. She was glad this wasn't a dream; any of the dreams she'd had didn't come close to the real thing though.
Seph gave a shy smile when Quinn confirmed that she did like her enough to be her girlfriend. Finally. She had always been okay with just being her best friend but in the back of her mind, she'd always wanted more. She would have always wanted more from her. She would have always dreamed about getting more and being able to hold her and kiss her and just be more than just her best friend. Knowing now that what she'd wanted was going to be her reality, she breathed deep, eyes closing as she relished the words when she felt her hand being lifted and felt Quinn kiss her hand. Her eyes came opened and she giggled cutely. She then commented that she would definitely like to be her girlfriend, that she could be both her girlfriend and her best friend. It was exactly what she wanted, exactly what she wanted to be for Quinn too. She didn't want Quinn to ever feel like that Seph wasn't her best friend, that she couldn't talk to her about everything like they'd always done. Her blush was still in her cheeks just as Quinn's face reddened again in a blush and Seph giggled. The urge to kiss her took hold of her again and Seph decided then that she wouldn't fight it. She leaned forward and pressed another light kiss to her lips, never letting go of her hand, and pulled back, a blush and smile still on her face. "How do you expect me to be so close to you and not want to kiss you all of the time?" she asked the question, still completely trapped in her magic. Magic that she'd always known that Quinn had over her. She said yes. Yes Quinn wanted to be her girlfriend. Seph felt herself nodding repeatedly, even before she finished her words. "Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. However many times I need to say it, yes." she felt her eyes start to fill with tears, she was so happy she didn't know if she could stop them. Wiping her eyes quickly she giggled. "These are happy tears, I promise." Tag; @mnm
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Nov 18, 2017 5:12:55 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 18, 2017 5:12:55 GMT -7
There was a tiny part of Quinn that was simply amazed that this was even happening - she almost pinched herself to make sure she wasn't dreaming, that this was in fact happening and that they had reached this moment. She knew this moment was a change for their friendship - a turn into something more - something she had been feeling for awhile. And it was something they both wanted. And It was real. Seph was here with her, she had kissed her - they had kissed - again, and they were both still here and so close but she didn't want to pull away. Her thumb gently moved over Seph's hand - still clasping her hand in her own. They weren't dreaming, it was real. It kept turning in her head and Quinn couldn't stop the smile on her face.
Despite the fact that her face was likely redder than it had ever been before in her life, saying the truth - what was in her heart and in her head wasn't actually as hard as she had thought it would be. Even if she couldn't remember what she had written down before. Talking with Seph had always been surprisingly easy, she was easy to talk to and a calming presence for Quinn that was comforting. So, telling Seph that she did like her - more than a friend, that she'd want to be her girlfriend. The words came out without even needing to give them any thought. She ended up blushing all over again but she could hear the gentle giggles escaping Seph and she smiled happily again before she found herself blinking quickly as she was kissed again. It was light, it was brief but it left them both blushing and smiling all over again. And then Seph went and asked how they were meant to be so close and how Seph was going to not want to kiss her all the time. The question made Quinn giggle this time and shake her head slightly.
"I have no idea - I'm having a similiar problem myself.. now I know its okay to want to kiss you all I want.." she mumbled the last part, gently biting her lower lip as she grins back at Seph. Hearing the same word repeating again and again, she looked up at her bestfriend.. no, her girlfriend.. Seph was her girlfriend now. The thought was... amazing, overwhelming.. all of the above? Her hand squeezes gently, her free hand moving to gently wipe the stray tears from Seph's cheeks before leaning in and genty kissing her cheek, even as her own eyes begin to build up with tears, "This is really happening.. " her thoughts were swimming but her smile wasn't budging, "Does this mean I get to call you my girlfriend now?"
@sephy
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Nov 19, 2017 18:34:09 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Nov 19, 2017 18:34:09 GMT -7
Amusement lit up Seph's face when Quinn admitted to having the same problem as she. She couldn't remember the last time she'd felt so happy. Quinn was her girlfriend now. Just thinking about that fact made her want to kiss her. The Ravenclaw's face was still red from her blushing but she had a grin on her face that made Seph never want to stop smiling. Knowing that it was all really happening made her never want to stop smiling. Seph placed her hand on her on Quinn's cheek once again, giving her another shy smile. "It's been okay for you to want to kiss me all you want for a while now. If we'd both known it then we would have been able to do it. Now I'm not going to stop myself from actually doing it, if that's okay with you." She never wanted to make Quinn uncomfortable or embarrass her but Seph knew that that if she felt it, she would kiss Quinn at a moment's notice. If she didn't want her to do that, she wouldn't. Maybe just make up for it later? The silly direction of her thoughts made her giggle a bit. "How do you feel about me kissing you in front of people?"
She could tell Quinn was just dazed by all of this as she was because of the way she spoke. It was really happening. She really did like her and she really did want to be her girlfriend, she had for a while. She really hoped she knew that she was being honest about all of it and she knew how happy she was about. She smiled and gave a few quick nods at her musings, beaming bright and happily. "I am your girlfriend now. So yes you can." Saying it out loud had a stronger effect and everything felt even more surreal, even as she was looking into Quinn eyes. She moved in closer to her and wrapped her arms around her, overwhelmed by her emotions. "I'm so so happy that you said yes." she was trying not to hug her too tight but the feeling of never wanting to let her go washed over her, like it had in the Astronomy Tower and she rested her head on the girl's shoulder. "I was worried about what you would say when I got here, if I'm being honest. I knew I was okay with just being your best friend but... I was still worried. I'm just really glad you like me too..." Her heart was pounding so hard up against her rib cage, she figured Quinn would feel it too but she didn't care. She was happy. She still had her best friend. She also had the girl she'd been crushing on for too long as her girlfriend. Tag; @mnm
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